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2018-08-16 - "NOT THE ONE"
2018-08-16 - "OVERLOOKED?"
2018-08-13 - "A TIRED POSER"
2018-08-12 - "NO MORE"
2018-08-07 - "LIVING BODIES IN THE SAME ROOM OF SILENCE"
2018-08-07 - "THE MASQUERADES"
2018-08-05 - "OFF THE HOOK"
2018-08-05 - "LYING FOR MERE (AND TEMPORARY) COMFORT"
2018-08-04 - "OUT OF SIGHT, OUT OF MIND"
2018-08-03 - "KISS AND TELL" (One Party's Living Hell)
2018-08-02 - "JUST ANOTHER SICK, SAPPY LOVE SONG"
2018-08-02 - "JUST ANOTHER SAD LOVE SONG"
2018-07-30 - "THE BACKSTABBING, PUPPET ON A STRING"
2018-07-27 - "THE IDEA OF YOU"
2018-07-25 - "THE WALLS"
2018-07-25 - "HIGH-STRUNG"
2018-07-23 - "SAY IT TO MY FACE, CREEP!"
2018-07-18 - "GETTING BY VERSUS GETTING BACK ON YOUR FEET AGAIN"
2018-07-17 - "BE GRATEFUL (THAT I'VE KEPT QUIET)"
2018-07-17 - "THE FALL BEFORE THE RISE"
2018-07-15 - "WHAT IF..."
2018-07-15 - "EVERYBODY'S FOOL"
2018-07-10 - "THE FABULIST"
2018-07-09 - "DONE WITH THE SICKNESS"
2018-07-08 - "MY SILENCE AS YOU FALL"
2018-07-08 - "COLD-HEARTED AND CRUEL"
2018-07-06 - "BEHIND HIS MASK"
2018-07-06 - "BAD FOR GOOD"
2018-07-05 - "YOU WERE NEVER MY OXYGEN"
2018-07-05 - "ANGRY DAYS"
2018-07-03 - "ANOTHER PAUSE"
2018-07-03 - Indonesia’s “Galau” (Maudlin) Culture: The Mutual Sickness and The Double Standard
2018-07-01 - “THE LIVES OF OUR LOVED ONES”
2018-06-28 - "THE UNTOUCHABLE"
2018-06-28 - "THE BALLAD OF THE SUPPRESSED ROMANTIC"
2018-06-27 - "THE NEW ME"
2018-06-27 - "THE BEAUTIES VERSUS THE (HANDSOME BUT CLOSETED) BEASTS"
2018-06-25 - "ROMANCE FROM THE COLD, DEAD EYES"
2018-06-25 - "SOME SCARS TAKE A WHILE TO HEAL"
2018-06-25 - "NOT ALL ABOUT YOU"
2018-06-24 - "BEFORE THE TRAFFIC GETS CONGESTED AGAIN..."
2018-06-21 - "THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE AND THE WICKED WIZARD"
2018-06-19 - "SETTLE THE SCORE"
2018-06-18 - "YOUR SECONDHAND POEM"
2018-06-18 - "FORGIVEN BUT UNAPOLOGETIC"
2018-06-12 - "NUMB: A Blessing In Disguise"
2018-06-12 - "A REASON TO LIVE"
2018-06-11 - “NO MORE SLEEPLESS NIGHTS AND NIGHTMARES”
2018-06-10 - “THE TROUBLE WITH WRITING (AND POSTING) FOR VIRALITY”
2018-06-05 - "THE DAY I'LL HAVE MOVED ON"
2018-06-04 - "JUST ANOTHER NIGHTMARE"
2018-05-30 - "YOU SAID, YOU DID"
2018-05-30 - "MY COOKING EXPERIENCE"
2018-05-28 - "THEIR VERSION OF 'RESPECT' "
2018-05-28 - "THE STORIES BEHIND SCARS"
2018-05-27 - "HOW TO CATCH A MONSTER"
2018-05-27 - "ABOUT (AVOIDING) SADNESS"
2018-05-25 - "SYDNEY THE SANCTUARY: The Longing"
2018-05-25 - “VOICES OF THE SILENCE(D)”
2018-05-21 - "SYDNEY THE SANCTUARY: A Hard-earned Paradise"
2018-05-21 - YOUR PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE”
2018-05-17 - "SYDNEY THE SANCTUARY: A Temporary Escape"
2018-05-17 - "WRITER@WORK: Stories From A Lone, Urban Girl"
2018-05-15 - “SYDNEY THE SANCTUARY: THE ONLY HAZEL EYES”
2018-05-15 - "A SANCTUARY CALLED SYDNEY"
2018-05-01 - "EVERYBODY LOVES ME"
2018-05-01 - "THANK YOU FOR THE FANTASIES"
2018-04-22 - "SILENCED AND GASLIGHTED"
2018-04-20 - "WHEN WILL I SEE YOU?"
2018-04-17 - "HOW TO LIVE MY LIFE"
2018-04-16 - "EVERY SUPERHERO'S UTOPIAN DREAM"
2018-04-13 - "ANOTHER SLEEPLESS NIGHT"
2018-04-11 - "SHOULD I LET THIS DIE?"
2018-04-09 - "IN YOUR EYES"
2018-04-08 - "LEAVE HER ALONE!"
2018-04-08 - “REPORTING A LECHEROUS CREEP AT TRANS-JAKARTA BUS SHELTER”
2018-04-06 - "NEVER AGAIN"
2018-04-03 - "THE MATTERS OF SIZES"
2018-04-02 - "ASLEEP AND AWAKE"
2018-04-02 - “TO THE GUYS WITH ONLY SWEET-NOTHINGS AND EMPTY PROMISES”
2018-04-01 - "WHY I NEVER SAY 'I LOVE YOU' "
2018-03-22 - "THUNDER"
2018-03-21 - "THE MASS GASLIGHTING PROJECT"
2018-03-20 - “NOT ALL REALLY MEAN IT WHEN THEY SAY: ‘YOU CAN TELL ME ANYTHING’”
2018-03-13 - "MY RETURN TO CLARITY"
2018-03-13 - "BYE, BYE, LOVE (WHEN IT'S OVER)"
2018-03-12 - "REALISTICALLY-SPEAKING"
2018-03-12 - "A PREJUDICE AGAINST ALL POETS"
2018-03-08 - "COLOURS"
2018-03-08 - "TIME FLIES, SOME PEOPLE CHANGE"
2018-02-28 - "I MISS TALKING TO YOU"
2018-02-28 - “WE’RE ALL HUMANS; WE BOTH NEED LOGICS AND EMOTIONS”
2018-02-26 - "THE FEAR THAT IS REAL"
2018-02-23 - “CRITICISM VERSUS INSULT: How Every Wise Person Should Deal with Both”
2018-02-23 - "NOTHING BUT A CULTURE OF SILENCE IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE" (Re-drafted)
2018-02-14 - "LOVE IN 475 WORDS"
2018-02-13 - "HOW PARANOID ARE YOU?" (Part 3: The Power Abuse)
2018-02-06 - “THE SO-CALLED ‘PROPHECY’ REGARDING WHO GETS MARRIED FIRST”
2018-02-06 - "HOW PARANOID ARE YOU?" (Part 2)
2018-01-31 - “7 RIDICULOUS THINGS INDONESIAN SINGLE-SHAMERS MAY HAVE TOLD YOU”
2018-01-31 - "YOU SHOULD'VE LET ME SLEEP"
2018-01-25 - “5 PLAIN REASONS SOME PEOPLE AREN’T EVEN WORTH ARGUING WITH”
2018-01-20 - "WILL THEY ALWAYS REPRESENT 'HOME'?"
2018-01-19 - "THE NUMBERED DAYS"
2018-01-13 - "COURAGE FOR THREE WORDS"
2018-01-13 - "DEAR NIK: THANK YOU"
2018-01-12 - "YOUR OLD GRAVE IN MY DREAM"
2018-01-06 - "ABOUT FALLING (AND STAYING) IN LOVE"
2018-01-03 - "YOU'RE A MYSTERY"
2018-01-02 - "MY ROOM OF THOUGHTS"
2017-12-30 - "WELCOMING 2018"
2017-12-27 - "AN UNSENT LOVE LETTER TO NIKOTOPIA: The Memory of A Beautiful Soul"
2017-12-05 - “ABOUT OMAR KHALED SOELAEMAN : The Prankster Cousin I Grew Up With” (1984 – 2017)
2017-11-25 - "WHO IS HE?"
2017-11-18 - "AFTER THAT ONE NIGHT"
2017-11-15 - "HALF THE SOUND" (A Poem About A Perforated Eardrum)
2017-11-12 - "36: ABOUT PAST BIRTHDAYS AND NOW"
2017-10-29 - "SEPARATED BY WORDS AND SYMBOLS"
2017-10-28 - "NO, SIR! (Never About Comfort)"
2017-10-27 - "THE FAMILY PORTRAIT"
2017-10-22 - "SICK, SAPPY LOVE SONGS"
2017-10-20 - "IN YOUR EYES (A Mother's Greatest Fears)"
2017-10-20 - "HELLO, SHATTERED HEART"
2017-10-18 - "YOUR HUNGRY EYES"
2017-10-16 - "UGLIFIED"
2017-10-14 - "MY VERY SHORT ENCOUNTER WITH THE BEAUTY PAGEANT QUEEN"
2017-10-13 - “SILENT QUESTIONS TO YOUR ‘THIRD EYE’”
2017-10-12 - “TO MY DEAR EXPAT FRIENDS: Calling Me an ‘Abnormal Indonesian’ for Being Punctual Is Not Nice”
2017-10-11 - "MR.KNOW-IT-ALL"
2017-10-09 - "HOW ODD: Invisible Pain is Always The Hardest"
2017-10-08 - "COMING HOME TONIGHT?"
2017-10-03 - "THE UGLIEST SIDE EFFECTS OF 'BODY-SHAMING' "
2017-09-17 - "A FEW MINUTES OF 'HOME'..."
2017-09-13 - "CLOSE TO DESPERATE MEASURES..."
2017-09-12 - "DEAR MEAN GIRL: YOUR KIND NO LONGER INTIMIDATE ME"
2017-09-11 - "TO THE FIGHTERS AND SUPPORTERS"
2017-09-10 - "THE LAST WORD"
2017-09-09 - "I CAN'T WRITE? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT?"
2017-09-08 - "THE RIGHT THING TO DO?"
2017-09-07 - "ABOUT FRIENDSHIP: THROUGH TIME, CHANGES, AND SOCIAL MEDIA"
2017-09-05 - "THE SAME OLD FRENEMY"
2017-09-04 - "WHAT YOU REALLY MISS"
2017-09-03 - "A CHANCE TO FALL APART"
2017-09-02 - "YOU AND ME IN THE CROWD"
2017-09-01 - "LOVE IN SILENCE"
2017-08-29 - "ABOUT HIM"
2017-08-28 - "UNSPOKEN..."
2017-08-28 - "WHY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN MUCH AND ABOUT MY OWN LIFE LATELY..."
2017-08-21 - "THE ERA OF ESCALATING VANITY"
2017-08-06 - "DADDY WASN'T WELL"
2017-07-16 - "AGAINST MY WILL"
2017-07-16 - "HOPES AND WISHES VERSUS ACCEPTING REALITY"
2017-07-08 - "MOMMY, I'M SCARED!"
2017-07-07 - "YOU DON'T HAVE TO HIT HER TO HURT HER"
2017-07-01 - "LIVING BODIES IN A ROOM OF SILENCE"
2017-06-30 - "THE RUDE AWAKENING: What To Say and Not To Say During Eid with Family"
2017-06-23 - "RISING LIKE PHOENIX"
2017-06-22 - "5 PEOPLE YOU SHOULD NEVER WASTE TIME AND ENERGY ARGUING WITH AND WHY"
2017-06-16 - "LET'S BE HONEST"
2017-06-11 - "A TEMPERAMENTAL GIRL IN LOVE?"
2017-06-11 - "FACT OR FICTION? (Yours Truly, The Hoax Creator(s))"
2017-06-10 - "A MIRACLE OR ANOTHER SIMILAR TROUBLE?"
2017-06-04 - "THROUGH MY EYES"
2017-06-03 - "SITTING AT THE SAME TABLE WITH YOU"
2017-06-03 - "WHEN YOU'RE GONE (I Wish For Another Day With You)"
2017-05-27 - "THE FAMILIAR, ENVELOPING DARKNESS"
2017-05-25 - "THE DISTANCE"
2017-05-25 - “THE TOP FIVE (5) BINARY ARGUMENTS BY NOSY, JUDGMENTAL INDONESIANS”
2017-05-19 - "EVERYTHING'S FLEXIBLE; NOTHING'S PERMANENT"
2017-05-18 - "ABOUT HER SMILE"
2017-05-15 - "MIXED MESSAGES"
2017-05-15 - "THE WORDPLAY WARRIOR AND THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2017-05-13 - "THE ANNUAL SCRUTINY AND JUDGMENT"
2017-05-13 - "BEHIND THIS SILENCE"
2017-05-09 - "ON THE INSIDE"
2017-05-08 - "10 SIGNS YOU MIGHT BE IN LOVE (AND ARE SCARED OF IT)"
2017-05-03 - "SOMETIMES, WORDS ARE JUST WORDS..."
2017-05-02 - "ROMANTICALLY-CHALLENGED: ODDITIES OUT OF FEAR"
2017-04-24 - "IS SILENCE ALWAYS EASY?"
2017-04-24 - "THE FIRST DATE MENU AND THE (MIS)ASSUMPTION(S)"
2017-04-21 - "GETTING TO KNOW YOU..."
2017-04-21 - "NOT ALL MY WRITING STUFF ARE GOOD, BUT THERE'S ALWAYS A ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT"
2017-04-17 - "OH, YOU HAPPY PEOPLE!"
2017-04-14 - "A NEW HOPE?"
2017-04-14 - "TO MY DEAR SWEET FRIEND"
2017-04-12 - "AFTER THE JUMP"
2017-04-11 - "THE REAL-LIVE BEAST"
2017-04-11 - "A DAY WITH MA AND HER TWO BEST FRIENDS"
2017-04-04 - "LET THE SILENCE ROLL"
2017-04-03 - "FOR THE MEMORIES THAT REMAIN..."
2017-03-30 - "I STILL SEE YOU (EVEN WHEN I DON'T WANT TO)"
2017-03-29 - "AROUND ME THESE DAYS..."
2017-03-27 - "MIDDLE NAME: SOLITUDE"
2017-03-26 - "THE EXPRESSIONS I PERSONALLY DON'T ALWAYS BELIEVE"
2017-03-23 - "DEAR GOD: SPARE ME THE SAME OLD NIGHTMARES"
2017-03-23 - "THE STATE OF MY BEING"
2017-03-22 - "MONSTERS?"
2017-03-20 - "THAT LONELY PIANO IS LONGING FOR YOUR TUNES"
2017-03-18 - "THE LONELY PIANO AND ME"
2017-03-18 - "THE DELAYED EMOTIONAL REACTION"
2017-03-16 - "HUMBLE BRAGS: From Timeline To Timeline"
2017-03-15 - "THE UGLY TRUTH ABOUT SOME WHATSAPP GROUPS"
2017-03-08 - "BETWEEN THE JACKPOTS AND THE BLACKOUTS"
2017-03-06 - "JAKARTA WOMEN'S MARCH AND THE POP CULTURE IMPACT AT @AMERICA"
2017-03-06 - "ADDICTED TO HEARTBREAK?"
2017-03-03 - "I'LL NEVER LOVE ANYONE ELSE LIKE I LOVED YOU"
2017-02-27 - "THE PRISONERS OF JEALOUSY"
2017-02-27 - "THE OLDER WE GET..."
2017-02-22 - “NOTHING BUT A CULTURE OF SILENCE IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE”
2017-02-21 - “THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE AND THE CHARMING WARLOCK”
2017-02-14 - "HEARTLESS: TO BE WITH YOU"
2017-02-09 - "THE STRAIGHT-AND-NARROW VERSUS THE CURVATURES"
2017-02-04 - "INSECURITY SOMETIMES"
2017-02-02 - "PICKING UP THE PIECES..."
2017-01-22 - "GUYS LIKE YOU"
2017-01-22 - "A BUMPY BEGINNING"
2017-01-15 - "ANOTHER DEADLY ROUND FOR ORDER VERSUS CHAOS"
2017-01-14 - "THE END IS THE BEGINNING OF ANOTHER THING"
2017-01-13 - "STARVING AUTHORS"
2017-01-05 - "DEAR PUMPKIN"
2017-01-02 - "THE TALK YOU'RE NEVER READY FOR"
2016-12-25 - "WRITER@WORK DURING HOLIDAY"
2016-12-21 - "FRIENDSHIP AND PEACE"
2016-12-19 - "BEING 35, SINGLE, AND BRAVE TO THE WORLD"
2016-12-18 - "THE END OF 2016 WITH #ALEPPO"
2016-12-17 - "ABOUT POETRY AND ME"
2016-12-16 - "THE GASLIGHTING TYPE"
2016-12-09 - “IF YOU WERE US FOR A DAY...” (From Women Who Receive Daily Catcalls)
2016-12-05 - "FROM THE RESTLESS"
2016-12-05 - "WRITER@WORK" BY. THE WORDPLAY WARRIOR
2016-11-30 - "WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?*"
2016-11-27 - "A FULL PLATE"
2016-11-27 - "THE MASH-UP MEMORIES"
2016-11-18 - #RIP - INTAN OLIVIA
2016-11-18 - "DON'T (SAY IT AIN'T SO)"
2016-11-17 - "THE PROMISE"
2016-11-16 - "CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE: THE ART OF NOT TAKING ANY SIDES (OR JUST BEING ON YOUR OWN)"
2016-11-09 - "MY SILENCE"
2016-11-08 - "SHORT FUSES"
2016-11-03 - "A PHILOPHOBE'S CHOICE"
2016-11-02 - "TRUST YOUR INSTINCT"
2016-10-30 - "LOVE ON SUNDAY"
2016-10-30 - "ANOTHER POSSIBLE STORM?"
2016-10-24 - "AT THE GAS-LIGHTING CHAMBER"
2016-10-24 - "SISTERS RIVALRY 101: WHEN PEOPLE WON'T SHUT UP ABOUT HOW DIFFERENT YOU ARE"
2016-10-18 - "THE BULLET-LIKE RAINDROPS"
2016-10-17 - "THE STRANGELY FAMILIAR SADNESS"
2016-10-09 - "AN ENCOUNTER WITH AN UNLIKELY REMINDER"
2016-10-09 - "SOMETIMES, YOU STARE AT YOUR DOOR TOO LONG"
2016-10-03 - "MISSING HIM NIGHTS"
2016-10-02 - "THE EX-GUARDIAN AND THE DARK SHADOWS OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2016-09-17 - "ONE WEIRD, (NON)RELATIONSHIP"
2016-09-16 - "FAG HAG 101: THE MOST FAQs (FREQUENTLY ASKED QUESTIONS)"
2016-09-12 - "SHE WAS (THE ICE QUEEN OF RAGE)"
2016-09-11 - "SO EMOTIONAL..."
2016-09-05 - "STAY STRONG!"
2016-09-04 - "COLD..."
2016-09-04 - "THE DAY I ALMOST DIED WAS THE DAY I STILL WANTED TO LIVE"
2016-09-01 - "THIS CRAZY WORLD"
2016-09-01 - "BETTER IN SEPTEMBER?"
2016-08-27 - "A LOVE TAKEN FOR GRANTED?"
2016-08-27 - "A NEW MONTH, A NEW PLACE, MORE WORK, AND FRIENDS WHO COME AND GO"
2016-08-17 - "THE SAME OLD CALM BEFORE THE FAMILIAR STORM"
2016-08-17 - "IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY...AND I AM HAPPY!"
2016-08-05 - "I WAS AN ONLINE BULLY"
2016-08-04 - "HUMANS OF THIS EARTH"
2016-08-03 - "THE LIT SQUAD"
2016-08-03 - "FROM THE WORDPLAY WARRIOR"
2016-07-15 - "MORE MONSTERS..."
2016-07-14 - "ANOTHER YEAR WITH RAMADAN?"
2016-07-14 - "THE JULY 2ND, DISASTROUS FAMILY DINNER"
2016-06-30 - "ABOUT ME LATELY..."
2016-06-30 - "THEY SAY"
2016-06-27 - "THE NIGHTMARE: YOU, ME, AND HER"
2016-06-24 - "ABOUT SETH PATRICK'S 'THE RETURNED' "
2016-06-24 - "A PERFECT SATURDAY MORNING"
2016-06-18 - "TAINTED BY HATRED?"
2016-06-17 - "FOR THE NIGHT OF 1000 MONTHS..."
2016-06-13 - "6 Stories in 6 Words" (Hemingway style)
2016-06-13 - "THE 4 PM TRAFFIC BEFORE 'IFTAR'..."
2016-06-13 - "A WRITER ON A BREAK"
2016-06-10 - "OLD MEMORIES..."
2016-06-10 - "A BAD MEMORY
2016-06-05 - "SOMETIMES...THIS IS HOW I AM"
2016-06-03 - "GOLDIE THE CUCUMBER GIRL"
2016-06-01 - DEAR REALITY: "NEW"
2016-05-31 - "YOUR BRIGHT EYES AND DAZZLING SMILE"
2016-05-27 - "THE MYSTERIOUS SCARFACE (WHO ARE YOU?)"
2016-05-22 - DR-POETRY5: "HUNGRY@AN IRREGULAR HOUR"
2016-05-15 - DEAR REALITY: “KEEPING (AND SURVIVING) THE FAITH: THE HEART, THE BRAIN, AND THE COURAGE”
2016-05-14 - "YOUR DARK LULLABY TONIGHT"
2016-05-10 - "THEY FOUND HIS DIARY UNDER THE BED"
2016-05-10 - DEAR REALITY: "BOTTLED UP"
2016-05-04 - "DEAR REALITY: CLAUSTROPHOBIA IN AN OPEN SPACE"
2016-05-04 - "CLAUSTROPHOBIA IN AN OPEN SPACE"
2016-05-02 - "THE OLD FRIEND"
2016-05-01 - "DEAR REALITY: THAT WORKAHOLIC GIRL"
2016-04-30 - "REAL LIFE DRAMA KINGS AND QUEENS VERSUS RESENTFUL UNDER-STUDIES"
2016-04-30 - "DEAR REALITY"
2016-04-27 - POETRY25:"READ!"
2016-04-26 - "THE (GIRL)FRIENDSHIP RULES"
2016-04-22 - POETRY24:"BE READY FOR ME"
2016-04-19 - POETRY23:"DARK FORCES, BE GONE!"
2016-04-18 - "ABOUT MA AND OTHER WOMEN WITH THE SAME CHOICES"
2016-04-15 - POETRY22:"MORE THAN WHAT YOU CANONLY SEE"
2016-04-11 - "THE BROKEN MIND"
2016-04-11 - POETRY21:"A WARRIOR PRINCESS' SILENT SCREAM"
2016-04-08 - "AFTER TWO YEARS OF LIVING ALONE..."
2016-04-07 - POETRY20: "UNINSPIRED (The Lost Poetic Moments)"
2016-04-04 - "DARK THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS: ABOUT 'DANA SEAVERS' "
2016-04-03 - POETRY19:"FAITHLESS: NO MORE JOKES, LOVE!"
2016-03-30 - "NO EXPECTATIONS?"
2016-03-29 - "ALL YOU/THEY WANT VERSUS WHAT YOU REALLY NEED"
2016-03-29 - POETRY18:"THE ICE QUEEN"
2016-03-23 - POETRY17:"PAWNS"
2016-03-21 - POETRY16:"ONE IN A MILLION (NOT A COMPLIMENT)"
2016-03-16 - POETRY15: "THAT'S WHY THEY'RE CALLED 'LOVE SONGS' "
2016-03-14 - "THREE (3) TYPES OF PEOPLE WHEN IT COMES TO FALLING IN LOVE"
2016-03-13 - POETRY14: "IN DREAMS"
2016-03-12 - "WHEN YOU KNOW YOU STILL LOVE THEM SO..."
2016-03-12 - POETRY13:"A CRAZY IDEA ABOUT YOU"
2016-03-11 - POETRY12:"OFF THE GRID"
2016-03-10 - POETRY11: "RECLAIM THE NIGHT"
2016-03-07 - "WHY I HATE OVERLY GLORIFYING GREAT RESULTS IN EVERYTHING"
2016-03-06 - POETRY10: "POWERPLAY: YOU AGAINST US"
2016-03-04 - "WHAT I DID LAST VALENTINE'S DAY: DANCING FOR OBR 2016"
2016-03-03 - POETRY9: "REMEMBERING YOU"
2016-02-27 - POETRY8: "RETREAT"
2016-02-23 - POETRY7: "HOW TO UN-FEEL"
2016-02-21 - POETRY6: "NO TALK TONIGHT"
2016-02-19 - POETRY5: "LOCKED INSIDE"
2016-02-17 - POETRY4: "JUST ANOTHER NIGHTMARE"
2016-02-17 - "WHAT I REMEMBER ABOUT MS. TATY SANTOSA" (A TRIBUTE TO MY FCE TRAINER)
2016-02-15 - POETRY3: "A SHORT STORY ABOUT A SHORT FUSE"
2016-02-13 - POETRY2: "FLOWERS OR CHOCOLATE"
2016-02-12 - "MY UN-VALENTINE"
2016-02-11 - POETRY1: "TO LOVE THE UNLOVED"
2016-02-11 - "WRITER@WORK: Chunks of My Life and Other Stories to Share"
2016-02-09 - "A DIALOGUE OF DARK THOUGHTS"
2016-02-08 - "ONE LATE AFTERNOON AT AN INDOOR PLAYGROUND..."
2016-02-07 - "POLEMIC"
2016-02-04 - "BREAKING THE HEARTLESS ONE"
2016-01-30 - "ALL HE EVER REALLY WANTED"
2016-01-29 - "THANK YOU..."
2016-01-27 - "DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME"
2016-01-23 - "A LOUD 'POP' IN THE MORNING..."
2016-01-22 - "WHY DO I CARE?"
2016-01-19 - "THE ANCIENT MEMORIES OF ‘PRISTINE’ “
2016-01-14 - "WHEN ORDER REUNITES WITH CHAOS"
2016-01-06 - "THIS AIN'T LOVE"
2016-01-02 - "STICKS AND STONES"
2016-01-01 - "THE TRANSITION"
2015-12-28 - "THIS CITY'S RARITY"
2015-12-26 - "NOT GOOD ENOUGH?"
2015-12-24 - "A NOTE FROM A CHRISTMAS NON-CELEBRATOR"
2015-12-24 - "THE OLD STORIES TOLD..."
2015-12-23 - "WINTER IN THE MIND OF A TROPICAL GIRL"
2015-12-19 - "PATTERNS"
2015-12-16 - "GLOWING FACES, BLISSFUL SMILES"
2015-12-16 - "WHEN THIS HOLIDAY SEASON IS FULL OF LOVE..."
2015-12-13 - "IF MY LIFE WERE A STRANGELY DARK FANTASY..."
2015-12-11 - "DONE WITH THIS (A Sense of Emotional Detachment)"
2015-12-07 - "A DAY WITH DEPRESSION"
2015-12-01 - What If I Were HIV Positive?
2015-11-30 - "THAT 'STUPID SLUT'..."
2015-11-29 - "MONSTERS IN SOCIETY"
2015-11-26 - "JAKARTA, MAY 1998"
2015-11-24 - "THE DARK BROWN DOOR"
2015-11-24 - "THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2015-11-23 - "DEAR ROBBIE: I CHOOSE TO REMEMBER YOU THIS WAY"
2015-11-21 - "THE SLUGGISH RESPONSE"
2015-11-19 - "DEAR DAD: SORRY I BROKE MY PROMISE AGAIN"
2015-11-19 - "THE GHOSTS IN YOU"
2015-11-16 - "QUESTIONS OF FAITH"
2015-11-16 - "ONE QUIET NIGHT"
2015-11-15 - "ABOUT BEING A FULL-TIME HERO"
2015-11-13 - "NUMB IN DENIAL"
2015-11-10 - "WHAT'S ON LATELY..."
2015-11-09 - "CHANGES: BEFORE AND AFTER"
2015-11-08 - "FAREWELL, STEEL BLUE EYES"
2015-11-07 - 34
2015-11-06 - "THAT GHOST IN YOU"
2015-11-03 - "SCORCHED"
2015-10-30 - "THE WRECKONING OF THE ORDINARY"
2015-10-27 - "THE STORY-LINES ON YOUR FACE"
2015-10-24 - "SMOKE TOWN"
2015-10-22 - "HOW FAR?"
2015-10-18 - “FROM A FICTION BOOK-READER”
2015-10-18 - "SOME THINGS" (AS GOOD AS THEY GET)
2015-10-16 - “THE MARK-MANIA: THE FLIPS AND THE SPINS”
2015-10-15 - “THE MARK-MANIA: THE STRANGEST FIRST DATE AND THE PASSIONATE FIRST KISS”
2015-10-14 - "STAGE FRIGHT"
2015-10-14 - "THAT NEW VISITOR OF MY ISOLATED CASTLE"
2015-10-10 - "FLIPPED: WHEN ORDER MEETS CHAOS"
2015-10-06 - "SPLIT SCREEN" (Completed Version)
2015-10-05 - "WHY I OFTEN WRITE SAD STORIES"
2015-10-02 - "AFTER THE STORM"
2015-09-28 - “LOVE, ROMANCE, AND FAITHLESSNESS: (On Behalf of The So-called Empaths and Chronic Philophobes)”
2015-09-28 - :"FROM A SOCIALLY-LABELLED 'OLD-MAID' TO SOCIAL BULLIES"
2015-09-24 - "ABOUT WEDDINGS AND MARRIAGES"
2015-09-22 - "AN UNSENT LETTER READ AT THE PARK THAT NIGHT"
2015-09-22 - "THE NEWLY-BUILT WALL"
2015-09-19 - "MY SHORT-LIVED CINDERELLA DREAMS"
2015-09-11 - "TO MY EVERYTHING?"
2015-09-10 - "THE TROUBLE WITH BEING FUNNY"
2015-09-06 - “LIVING SINGLE: BETWEEN WORK, SOCIAL LIFE, (VISITING) FAMILY, AND SOLITUDE”
2015-09-06 - "THE LAST SUNRISE WITH YOU"
2015-09-05 - #RIP AYLAN KURDI
2015-09-03 - "A BROKEN PHONE"
2015-09-03 - "A QUESTION OF HONESTY AND COURTESY"
2015-08-30 - "A CONTINUOUS STROLL TO ALL MY FAVOURITE PLACES"
2015-08-29 - "AS YOU SLOWLY DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP..."
2015-08-29 - "CHAOS!"
2015-08-27 - "THE RANDOM SURVEY QUESTIONS (THE ANSWERS)"
2015-08-19 - "THE RANDOM SURVEY QUESTIONS"
2015-08-19 - "MY INDEPENDENCE"
2015-08-17 - "LOOKING FOR YOU IN THE CROWD"
2015-08-16 - "TRUE (STILL MISSING YOU)"
2015-08-16 - "OUT OF THE BLUE (FROM YOU)"
2015-08-14 - "TO THE 'KNOW-IT-ALLS' "
2015-08-12 - "ONLINE BULLIES, INTERNET TROLLS"
2015-08-10 - "THE BALLAD OF THE PHILOPHOBIC LOGOPHILE"
2015-08-10 - "I'LL TAKE THE PAIN"
2015-08-08 - "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE?"
2015-08-08 - "THE PHILOPHOBIC LOGOPHILE"
2015-08-07 - "WHEN FRIENDSHIP ISN'T ABOUT NUMBERS..."
2015-08-06 - "WELCOMING AUGUST"
2015-08-05 - "I'M AFRAID TO FALL IN LOVE"
2015-08-01 - "A CHANGE OF HEART"
2015-07-30 - "THE (BROKEN?) PERSONAL MIRROR"
2015-07-28 - "LAST WEEK..."
2015-07-28 - "THE BLACK(ENED) HEART"
2015-07-24 - "CHILDREN OF TODAY"
2015-07-24 - "YOU DON'T HAVE TO KNOW EVERYTHING"
2015-07-22 - "IN TRANSITION..."
2015-07-22 - "THE TRANSITION"
2015-07-16 - "WHISPER"
2015-07-16 - "AND THE RELIGIOUS AND SPIRITUAL JOURNEY GOES ON..."
2015-07-13 - "TO THE OWNER OF RAMADAN (2) "
2015-07-12 - "COMING HOME FOR EID..."
2015-07-10 - "ABOUT BEING VENGEFUL" (The Poetry)
2015-07-10 - "ABOUT BEING VENGEFUL"
2015-07-08 - "THE CITY OF SMALL WORLDS"
2015-07-08 - "FOREVER CONFLICTED (SO HELP ME, GOD!)"
2015-07-06 - "THE GHOST OF HIM"
2015-07-03 - "FORGET HIM NOT"
2015-06-30 - "THE MYSTERY ME?"
2015-06-30 - "THE RELOCATION"
2015-06-26 - "TO DIGITAL NARCISSISTS"
2015-06-26 - "A SHORT ENCOUNTER WITH THAT VERY FAMILIAR FACE..."
2015-06-22 - "LABELS = PRICE TAGS?"
2015-06-21 - "GETTING OUT OF CHAOS..."
2015-06-20 - "THE 3 AM MEAL"
2015-06-20 - “SIGNS YOU SHOULD STOP ACTING CHILDISH AND CAVING INTO YOUR ALREADY ‘BLOATED’ EGO”
2015-06-16 - "TO THE OWNER OF RAMADAN..."
2015-06-16 - "CAN'T SAY MUCH ABOUT ANYTHING RELATED TO MY LIFE LATELY..."
2015-06-14 - "#RIP ANGELINE"
2015-06-14 - "YOU"
2015-06-13 - "BOTH SIDES OF EVERY STORY"
2015-05-29 - "A FAG HAG'S CONFESSION"
2015-05-28 - "ALL MY LOVE EVER DID TO ME..."
2015-05-28 - "BIG PLANS..."
2015-05-25 - "COLIN'S 'MAGIC POTIONS' "
2015-05-24 - "WHAT'S ON THE TIMELINE TODAY?"
2015-05-24 - introduction
2015-05-21 - "DEATHS BY SELFIE"
2015-05-19 - "OH, CHARMING ABUSER!"
2015-05-19 - "A STRUGGLING AUTHOR IN THE MAKING..."
2015-05-16 - "SLUT-SHAMING"
2015-05-16 - "ENOUGH."
2015-05-14 - "WHEN ALL'S BEEN SAID AND DONE..."
2015-05-14 - "BROKEN..."
2015-05-09 - "YOUR PROFESSION"
2015-05-09 - "SAVE ME!"
2015-04-27 - "THESE HARD TIMES: SLEEPLESS NIGHTS"
2015-04-20 - "THICKER THAN BLOOD?"
2015-04-19 - OUT OF STEAM...
2015-04-19 - "THE NIGHT THAT OPENED ME UP..."
2015-04-18 - "OUR LAST SUPPER: A MOTHER'S CONFESSION"
2015-04-10 - "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MOMMY!"
2015-04-08 - "WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?"
2015-04-07 - “A TRIBUTE TO JAKARTA’S COUCHSURFING WRITERS’ CLUB”
2015-04-03 - "THE SWEET PRINCE OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2015-04-03 - "AFTER A YEAR OF LIVING ON MY OWN..."
2015-03-30 - "YOURS TRULY, YOUR WARRIOR PRINCESS"
2015-03-29 - "DANNY AND DELLA: NOVEMBER 2014"
2015-03-29 - "ALL OVER THE PLACE"
2015-03-23 - "I COULD BE (IF YOU LET ME)"
2015-03-19 - "GIRLFIGHT 2 : REALLY?"
2015-03-19 - "CINDERELLA DREAMS VS. MY REALITY"
2015-03-16 - "JUST BACK OFF!"
2015-03-16 - "MEET ME HALFWAY..."
2015-03-14 - "THESE HARD TIMES: KEEP THE FAITH!"
2015-03-13 - "A LOVE LETTER FROM THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2015-03-13 - "MUSIC OF MY HEART"
2015-03-10 - "BYE BYE, STEEL BLUE EYES?"
2015-03-10 - "AT THE CROSSROAD...ONCE AGAIN..."
2015-03-03 - "I THANK GOD FOR THE RAIN"
2015-03-03 - "MR.KNOW-IT-ALL"
2015-03-03 - “BE THAT ELEGANT EX!”
2015-02-23 - “WHEN WILL YOU CALL IT QUITS?”
2015-02-23 - “TO THE FORMER ‘STAR’ OF THE OLD, PAST EPISODES...”
2015-02-23 - THINGS TO DO (HAVEN’T YOU GOT THEM TOO?)
2015-02-16 - “THE LATEST OF ME: DEAL WITH IT!”
2015-02-16 - “WHY BEING A SUPERHERO ONLY WORKS AS A CHILDLIKE, CHILDHOOD DREAM”
2015-02-11 - “THE SHORT, URBAN ADVENTURES OF THE EX-GUARDIAN OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE”
2015-02-03 - "AN ODE TO 'EVA LUNA' "
2015-02-03 - THE FLEETING TIME...
2015-01-31 - “THESE HARD TIMES: CHAOS AND RETREATS TO SOLITUDE”
2015-01-28 - “LOVELORN: STRANDED”
2015-01-28 - “DEAR DAD: AFTER A YEAR...”
2015-01-19 - “SERIOUSLY, AREN’T YOU TIRED?”
2015-01-19 - “SOME PEOPLE (CHOOSE TO) STAY THE SAME”
2015-01-04 - "PHOTO-SHOPPED"
2015-01-03 - CLOSING 2014...
2015-01-03 - "SELFIE"
2014-12-31 - "RIP - #QZ8501" (IT COULD HAPPEN TO ANYBODY)
2014-12-30 - "TELL HER?"
2014-12-30 - "REALISTIC RESOLUTIONS"
2014-12-25 - "THE LONELY HOLIDAY?"
2014-12-24 - BORN FOR THIS...
2014-12-20 - "NOT THAT KIND OF GUY"
2014-12-20 - BEING 33
2014-12-15 - GIRLFIGHT: LEAVE ME OUT OF THIS!
2014-12-15 - AS THE WORLD TURNS
2014-12-11 - LOOKING AT THIS CITY THROUGH YOUR HAZEL EYES
2014-12-11 - THE WORDPLAY WARRIOR
2014-12-10 - SINCE THE RETURN OF HAZEL EYES
2014-11-26 - "THOSE HAUNTING HOURS"
2014-11-08 - "CLICKING SECONDS"
2014-11-01 - "RUDE?"
2014-10-26 - "DON'T LOOK BACK!"
2014-10-25 - DEAR DAD: YOU'D BE 67 IF YOU WERE STILL HERE...
2014-10-25 - "MISSING HIM"
2014-10-19 - "THE PAINTING"
2014-10-19 - "WHEN LOVE'S A PARADOX"
2014-10-19 - SO LITTLE TIME...
2014-10-12 - MISSING MY MOMENTS, LOST IN SPACE...
2014-10-12 - "THE JADED EX-GUARDIAN AND THE GHOSTS OF THE ISOLATED CASTLE"
2014-10-07 - "A FAMILY ADVENTURE IN KL, MALAYSIA (19/9/2014 - 22/9/2014)"
2014-10-03 - "THE SUCCESSFUL ONE"
2014-09-27 - "the watcher"
2014-09-18 - "romantically-challenged anonymous"
2014-09-13 - "I think I know why Cole Porter wrote that song"
2014-09-12 - "from the hotel window"
2014-09-10 - catching up...
2014-09-10 - "just a kid to you?"
2014-09-08 - "writer@work"
2014-09-07 - I'm fully back...sort of...
2014-09-06 - "my last day at school"
2014-09-02 - "remember me"
2014-08-30 - "home with you"
2014-08-17 - "the pressure and Ms.Independent"
2014-08-17 - "so typical"
2014-08-17 - "love, reality, and the workaholics' curse" (edited)
2014-08-16 - "forgive me, baby"
2014-08-16 - "love, reality, and the workaholics' curse"
2014-08-15 - sometimes 'NO COMMENT' is the best response
2014-08-14 - "a note for the steel blue eyes and a walk home that night"
2014-08-14 - last week's recap...
2014-08-03 - "hope among the ruins"
2014-08-03 - what lies ahead...
2014-07-31 - "that special Sunday"
2014-07-31 - "would I scare you off like obsessed stalkers do?"
2014-07-31 - "unspoken"
2014-07-30 - "realistically-speaking: being romantically-challenged"
2014-07-28 - "silently"
2014-07-28 - the eid mubarak holiday and an 'unwanted' discovery
2014-07-26 - "come back to me!"
2014-07-26 - "don't say goodbye"
2014-07-26 - "that special sunday: out of the blue"
2014-07-19 - "silence(d?)"
2014-07-19 - don't say goodbye...
2014-07-16 - "the waiting"
2014-07-16 - my life...with various roles and other stories...
2014-07-12 - "the monster of the isolated castle" (poetry)
2014-07-12 - the monster of the isolated castle
2014-07-10 - "against the apathy"
2014-07-10 - cooling it off...
2014-07-08 - "your last chance"
2014-07-08 - the politics at the isolated castle
2014-07-05 - "Freaky Freya"
2014-07-05 - "forget him!" (for the girl with the Cinderella-complex) 2
2014-07-04 - so far so good...
2014-07-02 - "abandon"
2014-07-01 - a new month, a new job...
2014-06-30 - "missing you"
2014-06-29 - "simply 'unwell'..."
2014-06-29 - mixed emotions...again...
2014-06-26 - "the delusional one"
2014-06-25 - the panic attack, the breaking point, and the sudden meltdown
2014-06-20 - "the girl with the red, swollen eyes"
2014-06-15 - "her silence"
2014-06-15 - counting down the days...
2014-06-12 - "good enough?"
2014-06-12 - how to say all those goodbyes
2014-06-07 - "not another primadonna complex!"
2014-06-07 - the not-so-difficult decision
2014-06-05 - "the fight that night"
2014-06-05 - that Friday night...
2014-06-02 - "ironic: claustrophobia in an open space"
2014-06-02 - that wednesday night...
2014-05-29 - "have you seen her today?"
2014-05-29 - going where the wind blows?
2014-05-26 - "big brother's home coming"
2014-05-26 - the Saturday blues
2014-05-24 - "love on the couches"
2014-05-24 - where do we go from here?
2014-05-18 - "inside this labyrinth"
2014-05-18 - all in a day...and more...
2014-05-15 - "your crescent moon-like smile"
2014-05-15 - drowning in crazy thoughts and battling the old, annoying ghosts of grief...
2014-05-12 - "do not disturb!"
2014-05-12 - behind this silence
2014-05-10 - "just a girl in b-17"
2014-05-09 - "dear Dad (past 100 days)"
2014-04-19 - his brief return...in dreams
2014-04-18 - "goodbye, unrequited love"
2014-04-08 - "forget him" (for the girl with the cinderella complex)
2014-04-08 - a brand new start: a new place to live and three jobs to handle
2014-04-01 - "the newbie's anxiety"
2014-03-31 - more than a first try...
2014-03-30 - "you are loved"
2014-03-25 - yours truly, the wordplay warrior
2014-03-23 - "standing my ground"
2014-03-23 - the transitions
2014-03-15 - "I'd rather go out in the rain"
2014-03-13 - "tick tock! (on the verge of separation) "
2014-03-12 - "the boy of March and the November girl"
2014-03-10 - a chick-lit/chick-flick moment: in absolute bliss and randomness
2014-03-03 - "at the crossroad"
2014-03-03 - dear dad (40 days after your funeral)
2014-03-01 - "green-eyed monster"
2014-02-28 - maybe tomorrow...
2014-02-27 - "daddy's warrior princess"
2014-02-27 - things to do:
2014-02-20 - "true love"
2014-02-20 - in transition...
2014-02-16 - "soon, my love"
2014-02-16 - a visit to the dentist's and other stuff ahead
2014-02-14 - "there's always happiness"
2014-02-14 - mixed emotions...
2014-02-12 - "you remind me of him"
2014-02-12 - a fun Sunday, a wisdom tooth, and sacrifices...
2014-02-07 - back to work and real life carries on...
2014-02-06 - things that could make you want to cry
2014-02-05 - the reality soap: after dad's funeral
2014-02-03 - here we go again (let's put this to an end!)
2014-02-03 - "your sick cycle carousel"
2014-02-02 - "very well, then"
2014-01-29 - "you'll never win"
2014-01-29 - "behind brown eyes"
2014-01-29 - last weekend's escape
2014-01-27 - the post-funeral feelings
2014-01-27 - "everywhere I go"
2014-01-25 - "worry no more"
2014-01-22 - daddy (1947 - 2014)
2014-01-14 - that vividly scary dream
2014-01-14 - "where will he go from here?"
2014-01-11 - facing reality...as it is
2014-01-11 - "life...as it is"
2014-01-08 - "let it rain (uninspired)"
2014-01-08 - take it or leave it!
2014-01-06 - "to the proud, visual creature"
2014-01-06 - between worlds...
2014-01-03 - "brown eyes"
2014-01-03 - catching a(nother) break...
2014-01-02 - "from the girl in black"
2014-01-02 - January, be good to me!
2013-12-31 - more thoughts from one chaotic mind...
2013-12-30 - ...and the world keeps spinning 'round...
2013-12-26 - the great king, the guardian of the isolated castle, and the cat
2013-12-26 - "the fallen mortal"
2013-12-22 - "today"
2013-12-22 - a decent space to write...
2013-12-19 - behind these (imaginary?) walls...
2013-12-18 - "she is?"
2013-12-16 - some things you may never really know about me
2013-12-16 - "leave your broken heart home"
2013-12-10 - the farewell speech
2013-12-09 - counting down...
2013-12-08 - "from the text"
2013-12-07 - "r.u.b.y."
2013-12-02 - "just another ballad..."
2013-12-02 - (less than) 14 days...
2013-11-30 - "the hesitation"
2013-11-30 - cry him a river...
2013-11-28 - "for the girl in the mirror"
2013-11-28 - broken...
2013-11-27 - "her silent thoughts"
2013-11-27 - realistically-speaking: I am romantically-challenged
2013-11-26 - "standing still..."
2013-11-23 - sleep tonight
2013-11-23 - everything changes
2013-11-18 - "we are not a team"
2013-11-18 - what's next?
2013-11-13 - "someday soon"
2013-11-12 - what's left behind, what lies ahead...
2013-11-11 - "the getaway"
2013-11-09 - can't say much now...
2013-11-06 - "november first (you had me at goodbye) "
2013-11-06 - anything for love
2013-10-30 - "I need a break"
2013-10-22 - "my poetry"
2013-10-21 - Hazel Eyes' return...
2013-10-18 - "for the light of love in your eyes"
2013-10-18 - between schedules...
2013-10-07 - "ms.always right"
2013-10-07 - my wall-breaker
2013-10-01 - "solitude..."
2013-09-30 - all I want and reality
2013-09-30 - "my own worst enemy"
2013-09-28 - "your smile"
2013-09-23 - "K."
2013-09-23 - through their eyes, I (can sometimes) see their mental scars
2013-09-20 - "an urban wannabe"
2013-09-20 - creativity, giggles, and absolute craziness
2013-09-13 - "the rise of the apathy"
2013-09-13 - the world around you these days...
2013-09-10 - "the shameless lad"
2013-09-10 - somewhere in the middle...
2013-09-04 - "you're that kind"
2013-09-04 - being romantically-challenged isn't all about apathy
2013-09-03 - "the gold-digger"
2013-09-03 - some people and their opinions...
2013-09-02 - "the borderline"
2013-09-02 - the reality soap: confessions of a romantically-challenged author
2013-09-02 - all at once
2013-09-01 - "maybe not"
2013-08-30 - "this is real life, not some dumb chick-lit/chick-flick"
2013-08-20 - "another rare, chick-lit/chick-flick moment..."(re-posted)
2013-08-14 - "L.D.R.* (see you soon!)
2013-08-14 - after the short holiday...
2013-08-07 - the short holiday
2013-08-07 - "have you seen her lately?"
2013-08-06 - "strange dreams"
2013-08-06 - "three nightmares and a mortal's capacity issue"
2013-07-29 - "hello, there?"
2013-07-23 - "as she sits there alone..."
2013-07-22 - "first times"
2013-07-20 - "who are you, really?"
2013-07-17 - "the bizarre dream"
2013-07-10 - "these hard times" (2)
2013-07-10 - "drops of rain"
2013-07-09 - "no way!" (2)
2013-07-08 - "the first princess"
2013-07-08 - "the crowded house: the first princess and the little princes
2013-07-02 - "good time tonight"
2013-07-02 - "the fire drill and the workout"
2013-06-30 - realistically-speaking
2013-06-30 - "moving on"
2013-06-26 - "friday morning 6:45"
2013-06-25 - "recalling the inner child"
2013-06-24 - "bullied?"
2013-06-24 - the abusive father?
2013-06-21 - "with silence"
2013-06-21 - when love restrains and suffocates...
2013-06-20 - warped?
2013-06-19 - "the ballad of a good, dutiful wife"
2013-06-10 - catching up with my dreams...
2013-06-10 - "right through you 2"
2013-06-06 - "right through you"
2013-06-06 - the ballad of an artistic idealist...
2013-06-04 - "the mental suffocation"
2013-05-30 - another rare, chick-lit / chick-flick moment...
2013-05-29 - "maybe..."
2013-05-28 - "the raging beasts within"
2013-05-28 - the divided loyalties?
2013-05-27 - "familiar strangers"
2013-05-22 - "the dream"
2013-05-20 - the weekend blues
2013-05-20 - "another primadonna complex"
2013-05-18 - trouble sleeping...
2013-05-11 - "restless"
2013-05-11 - from the crowded house...
2013-05-09 - "these hard times"
2013-05-08 - the ballad of the storyteller
2013-05-06 - "the love of his life"
2013-05-06 - a realistic soap for the romantically-challenged
2013-05-01 - "the workaholic blues"
2013-05-01 - a rare, chick-lit/chick-flick moment...
2013-04-25 - "a blue moon in the afternoon"
2013-04-23 - "love: hello and goodbye"
2013-04-23 - "trading lives"
2013-04-20 - at the crossroad...
2013-04-19 - "that girl under drops of rain"
2013-04-15 - "lovelorn 2"
2013-04-15 - "behind my silence"
2013-04-15 - all rolled into one...
2013-04-11 - "monsters in your eyes"
2013-04-07 - "tired (at the rest stop)"
2013-04-02 - "the struggle within (what's left of me)"
2013-03-31 - "a love disguised"
2013-03-30 - it's been a while...
2013-03-29 - "wherever, whatever"
2013-03-26 - "easy-breezy"
2013-03-12 - from the audience: Adam Lambert's "We Are Glamily Tour" (March 10, 2013 - at Gandaria City, South Jakarta, Indonesia)
2013-03-10 - an odd pair
2013-03-08 - from the escapade...
2013-03-06 - "a picture-perfect impostor?"
2013-03-05 - the black sheep?
2013-03-01 - dear 'Bello'
2013-02-27 - "a (living?) nightmare for a free-spirited, claustrophobic idealist"
2013-02-27 - "bad news"
2013-02-21 - "the silent treatment"
2013-02-20 - "so long, 'sanctuary' "
2013-02-12 - "one creepy flashback"
2013-02-10 - "searching for your smile"
2013-02-10 - "from one vindictive underdog"
2013-02-08 - "I love you just the way you are.(Really?)"
2013-01-30 - "the unprissy dame"
2013-01-24 - flooded...
2013-01-24 - "as I wander the streets at night..."
2013-01-20 - after the rain...
2013-01-19 - "the demons in the government"
2013-01-18 - Jakarta: a future 'Atlantis' in the making?
2013-01-14 - "too bad,so sad"
2013-01-14 - not much...
2013-01-12 - "under the gloomy sky"
2013-01-12 - the realistic soap
2013-01-10 - "on behalf of all-Indonesian female bikers"
2013-01-09 - a short adventure in Bogor
2013-01-03 - "from that girl with her childlike smile"
2013-01-03 - reasons to be
2013-01-01 - changes:the past,the present,and the future
2012-12-31 - "behind your silence"
2012-12-30 - the trouble with the mad bikers
2012-12-26 - "the silenced scream"
2012-12-26 - "laughing at 'The Hobbit' "
2012-12-24 - "for the queen bee (after her party)"
2012-12-24 - "the year-end holiday"
2012-12-17 - "from that girl at the corner"
2012-12-16 - 'rogue' of the day
2012-12-10 - "done pretending"
2012-12-07 - "heard but not listened, seen but not acknowledged? (it's not all about you!)"
2012-12-06 - "your burning ears"
2012-12-05 - how Jakarta's heavy traffic could drive one crazy
2012-12-03 - "just another"
2012-12-01 - "the trouble with the all-time 'vicious' hair"
2012-11-27 - "thoughts of a ('so-called'?) empath: brown eyes"
2012-11-21 - "I've seen you"
2012-11-20 - "big mouths, stalkers, and desperate freaks"
2012-11-20 - "I've killed you in my dreams"
2012-11-11 - "no,I'm not Bridget Jones!"
2012-11-09 - "the third arthur's day concert (3/11/2012)"
2012-11-05 - the reality soap for the romantically-challenged
2012-10-29 - "in your eyes"
2012-10-28 - better, more sensible reasons to lose weight:
2012-10-22 - the overworked workaholic?
2012-10-15 - overwhelmed,overcome,overworked...too!
2012-10-14 - "no way!"
2012-10-13 - overwhelmed,overcome,overworked!
2012-09-28 - "yours"
2012-09-27 - "the king?"
2012-09-24 - "from the isolated castle 3"
2012-09-22 - the answered prayer...at last...
2012-09-19 - "my cold reality"
2012-09-15 - aimlessly?
2012-09-10 - "from the isolated castle 2"
2012-09-08 - thoughts of a (self-proclaimed?) ms.independent
2012-09-07 - simply distracted...again...
2012-09-05 - a moving night and an odd schedule...-_'-
2012-09-04 - "froggy shades"
2012-09-01 - "the blue moon and me"
2012-09-01 - I stand alone...
2012-08-31 - distracted...
2012-08-28 - in transitions...
2012-08-26 - "from the isolated castle"
2012-08-25 - 10 signs you're a romantically-challenged skeptic:
2012-08-25 - "rejuvenated"
2012-08-25 - days left...
2012-08-24 - "hazel eyes"
2012-08-24 - forgiven,(but) not forgotten...
2012-08-21 - where do we go from here?
2012-08-06 - "thoughts of a 'so-called' empath: hazel eyes"
2012-08-01 - unnecessary paranoia...*blushes*
2012-07-29 - who is she??
2012-07-28 - which 'drama queen' and whom to trust??
2012-07-27 - "when I'm away"
2012-07-27 - "in my head"
2012-07-27 - "love unspoken 2"
2012-07-26 - the mood swings and the ghost(s?) in the elevator
2012-07-24 - ...and here we are again...
2012-07-20 - "the night at the beach"
2012-07-20 - for parents: "13 things your children might not say to your face"
2012-07-19 - a week of migraine, melodrama, and hysteria
2012-07-18 - "tell the world"
2012-07-12 - signs you're an acute workaholic:
2012-07-10 - "these silent questions"
2012-07-08 - "at the beach: the first time in years"
2012-06-25 - "silence 2"
2012-06-25 - "on an MRT to Geylang"
2012-06-24 - "two lonely souls"
2012-06-24 - "a stranger in this town"
2012-06-23 - "anonymous"
2012-06-23 - "intervention : word up, let it all out!"
2012-06-22 - "a short adventure in Bali" (part4 - finished)
2012-06-20 - "a short adventure in Bali"(part3)
2012-06-20 - "a short adventure in Bali"(part2)
2012-06-18 - "a short adventure in Bali" (part1)
2012-06-04 - secrets...
2012-06-03 - "the reality soap" by.the romantically-challenged
2012-05-30 - simply hollow...
2012-05-26 - isn't it ironic? :p
2012-05-24 - the hectic life of a busy bee
2012-05-17 - overwhelmed...
2012-05-08 - a short adventure in Singapore (part 3 - the end)
2012-05-01 - a short adventure in Singapore (part 2)
2012-04-29 - a short adventure in Singapore (part 1)
2012-04-13 - gambling my life away...
2012-04-09 - a rollercoaster and a carousel ride...
2012-03-20 - "cautiously perceptive"
2012-03-20 - tired of being good/playing nice?
2012-03-15 - "one last hurricane"
2012-03-14 - order...chaos...order...chaos...
2012-03-05 - "Monday morning craziness"
2012-03-05 - "love unspoken"
2012-03-05 - 'Abang' and I : before Saturday night
2012-03-03 - "oh, girl! (not that kind of guy)"
2012-03-03 - a week's recap
2012-03-01 - "J.B. (I remember you)"
2012-02-28 - "one night in Kemayoran (25/2/2012)"
2012-02-28 - "welcome to life"
2012-02-24 - the reality soap
2012-02-14 - "the wallflower"
2012-02-14 - romance - from a wallflower's perspective :P
2012-02-12 - "Whitney"
2012-02-12 - the life and times of a romantically-challenged skeptic
2012-02-10 - dear 'Abangku'
2012-02-09 - "to the damsel in 'so-called' distress"
2012-02-09 - things about me these days:
2012-02-08 - "it's not there!"
2012-02-08 - the waiting...
2012-02-07 - "silent whispers of the unheard"
2012-02-07 - the nightmare
2012-02-07 - yours truly, R.
2012-02-03 - "let me know"
2012-02-03 - "the audience"
2012-02-02 - "what do you know?"
2012-02-02 - we'll see...
2012-02-01 - "your favourite songs" (the love song destroyer's blues)
2012-02-01 - the GITE week
2012-01-23 - "nine lives - on january 22, 2012"
2012-01-23 - real girls vs. (tacky) drama queens...:P
2012-01-22 - "your version of 'NORMAL' "
2012-01-22 - what else? what's next?:P
2012-01-19 - "blood-thirst bureaucrats"
2012-01-19 - catching up with friends...
2012-01-18 - "this twilight zone"
2012-01-18 - these ordinary days...
2012-01-17 - "primadonna complex 5"
2012-01-17 - "short weekend stuff..."
2012-01-15 - "until then..."
2012-01-15 - "the rage within 2"
2012-01-10 - "how are you?"
2012-01-10 - "simply beautiful"
2012-01-10 - "you"
2012-01-10 - a bad feeling in the gut...-'_-
2012-01-09 - when will I see your face again?:)
2012-01-08 - "primadonna complex 4"
2012-01-07 - the strangest 10 pm 'monologue' :P
2012-01-06 - silent whispers of the unheard...
2001-01-03 - me vs. the 'perfect' daughter :x
2011-12-31 - "let it rain"
2011-12-31 - a simple greeting...:)
2011-12-30 - "maudlin?"
2011-12-30 - living the drama...
2011-12-28 - "the rage within"
2011-12-28 - wtf?!:x
2011-12-26 - "ghosts of the past"
2011-12-26 - future plans and a stroll at the mall...
2011-12-25 - "here, today"
2011-12-25 - after the first month at work...
2011-12-21 - "wars of the words"
2011-12-21 - are you kidding me?
2011-12-20 - caught in the middle...
2011-12-19 - "primadonna complex 3"
2011-12-19 - that new girl at work? me!:P
2011-12-17 - "december eighth"
2011-12-15 - "stuck"
2011-12-15 - a period of adjustment?
2011-12-13 - "realistically speaking"
2011-12-11 - "the quiet girl"
2011-12-11 - the new adventure and the farewell party
2011-12-06 - all at once...
2011-12-01 - "he is" (to the girl with an impossible wishful thinking)
2011-11-29 - all about mom
2011-11-28 - "when love feels like a bottleneck..."
2011-11-28 - counting down, it's getting close...
2011-11-24 - sickness, time that flies, and other stuff
2011-11-19 - the last weekend
2011-11-14 - "say it to my face"
2011-11-14 - in a transition: one foot out the door
2011-11-11 - "I AM?"
2011-11-11 - welcome to the world of a quirky bachelorette
2011-11-06 - "the last entry...for now"
2011-10-26 - "faithless" (a tired argument with a romantically-challenged skeptic)
2011-10-26 - "a leap of faith at the crossroads..."
2011-10-23 - "happy birthday, Daddy!" :)
2011-10-22 - "when the heatstroke has been simply paralyzing you..." :(
2011-10-16 - "between (my busy) schedules..."
2011-10-02 - "lucky..."
2011-09-18 - the lonely weekend
2011-09-17 - "when selfishness has plagued the public space"
2011-09-17 - "an odd comparison" :P
2011-09-11 - "remember that september...=("
2011-09-07 - "holiday? :P what holiday?"
2011-09-05 - "primadonna complex II"
2011-09-05 - "another silent conversation with Dad..."
2011-09-03 - "post-Eid: what to do next"
2011-08-26 - "dissociation"
2011-08-26 - "the last week of Ramadan: a flood of thoughts"
2011-08-10 - "the third three days"
2011-08-07 - "the second three days"
2011-08-03 - "the first three days"
2011-07-31 - "the fasting month, a really short term break, and a regular workaholic"
2011-07-25 - "a long saturday @ java rockingland 2011: a short adventure of the fab four"
2011-07-23 - on my way to Java Rockingland 2011...=D
2011-07-17 - "the class project: high school bullying"
2011-07-10 - "why we should never fear bullies"
2011-07-10 - "broke too soon..."
2011-07-06 - "fly him to the moon...and leave him there!:P"
2003-01-02 - the voice of a romantically-challenged author:
2011-06-30 - at the intersection...
2011-06-26 - dizzy and delights
2011-06-21 - re-scheduled!
2011-06-19 - 3 in 3 ent 48
2011-06-19 - just another weekend...
2011-06-16 - broke...
2011-06-10 - reality for an insomniac
2011-06-06 - a stroll @ the mall and the karaoke time!:D
2011-06-02 - one of these days
2011-05-29 - how to stay sane and healthy (in a world gone crazy :P)
2011-05-26 - a short escape
2011-05-20 - officially numb...again?
2011-05-18 - unspoken...
2011-05-15 - overflowed...
2011-05-13 - the real me??? :P
2011-05-08 - guess the topic
2011-05-01 - green noodles, work, and may day!
2011-04-28 - waiting for the next pay-day :P
2011-04-24 - the-not-so-productive long weekend
2011-04-22 - as the world turns...
2011-04-17 - "if I don't tell you now..."
2011-04-13 - falling behind...:(
2011-04-07 - where do I begin? :P
2011-03-27 - the ordinary days
2011-03-20 - picking up speed...
2011-03-15 - sick of being...sick!:(
2011-03-11 - the girl with a (dark) sense of humour :P
2011-02-04 - stay busier...:P
2011-03-05 - busy
2011-02-28 - uniquely independent...me?
2011-02-23 - the last entry...for now
2011-02-21 - to all the guys I've ever loved before (and always will...in a way)
2011-02-19 - an anomali in a foreign world called 'love' :P
2011-02-16 - it's time
2011-02-15 - what's next?
2011-02-13 - when valentine's day came two days earlier...:)
2011-02-12 - anger and fears...
2011-02-10 - once upon a time...
2011-02-08 - 3 in 3 ent 47
2011-02-06 - the long, lonely road - the same old me
2011-02-03 - the mental detox
2011-01-30 - tracing back down the jagged memory lane
2011-01-21 - "Goodbye. I'm sorry...='-("
2011-01-18 - the first week plus one
2011-01-13 - 3 in 3 ent 46
2011-01-09 - new beginnings
2011-01-05 - remains of a short holiday
2011-01-04 - your prayers
2011-01-03 - softening the terms?
2011-01-01 - nothing in particular
2010-12-31 - the prayer
2010-12-30 - year-end clearance: friends to keep and (so-called) friends to lose
2010-12-26 - a very much expected departure of a yapping old bat :P
2010-12-22 - 3 in 3 ent 45
2010-12-19 - mistakes
2010-12-16 - the lame (pick-up) liners and the first (wrong) impressions they (tend to) represent
2010-12-14 - 3 in 3 ent 44
2010-12-14 - my december
2010-12-12 - tales of a quirky bachelorette (and daily stuff she comes across)
2010-12-11 - the one in the empty room
2010-12-11 - 3 in 3 ent 43
2010-12-07 - sbf: "Guiness' Arthur's Day: from a front row audience"
2010-12-04 - sbf: a note before the concert
2010-12-02 - sbf: all for the entertainment!
2010-11-29 - 3 in 3 ent 42
2010-11-28 - sbf: reasons for a grin :D
2010-11-22 - sbf:an old dream never dies...:P
2010-11-20 - 3 in 3 ent 41
2010-11-20 - sbf: motorcycle mayhem
2010-11-18 - sbf: "tour the Bogor"
2010-11-07 - 3 in 3 ent 40
2010-11-07 - sbf: the fine 29 (dine but minus the wine!:P)
2010-10-19 - 3 in 3 ent 39
2010-10-19 - sbf: insensitivity among tragedies
2010-10-17 - 3 in 3 ent 38
2010-10-17 - sbf: a night on Cipularang highway
2010-10-27 - sbf: how to spot narcissism in other people, and - oops! - maybe you :p
2010-10-24 - 3 in 3 ent 37
2010-10-24 - sbf: decisions, decisions...dilemma(well, sort of :P)
2010-10-20 - sbf:when love gets too spiky and dull, and is like the darkest side of the moon :P
2010-10-03 - 3 in 3 ent 36
2010-10-03 - sbf: not your typical chick-lit/flick heroine :P
2010-10-13 - sbf: java rockingland 2010 (october 9)
2010-10-04 - monsters on your glassy screen
2010-10-03 - 3 in 3 ent 35
2010-10-03 - sbf: dear Pumpkin
2010-09-30 - 3 in 3 ent 34
2010-09-30 - sbf:the buffet tables and (types of) guests
2010-09-25 - sbf:an open letter to Samuel Mulia*
2010-09-22 - dia mencintaimu (s(he) loves you)
2010-09-21 - 3 in 3 ent 33
2010-09-21 - sbf:my lack of sympathy?
2010-09-20 - sbf: the common, stereotypical judgements
2010-09-16 - 3 in 3 ent 32
2010-09-16 - sbf: malls = public (fashion) runways?
2010-09-15 - sbf: so...this is me
2010-09-14 - 3 in 3 ent 31
2010-09-14 - single brown female (so what if I'm not your typical 'alpha female'?)
2010-09-12 - 3 in 3 ent 30
2010-09-09 - love is in the air? where??
2010-09-09 - 3 in 3 ent 29
2010-09-07 - 3 in 3 ent 28
2010-09-07 - pent-up...
2010-09-05 - if love...
2010-09-03 - 3 in 3 ent 27
2010-09-03 - more creepy thoughts...
2010-08-30 - mr.spineless
2010-08-28 - 3 in 3 ent 26
2010-08-28 - an exit sign?
2010-08-18 - once upon a time...
2010-08-16 - 3 in 3 ent 25
2010-08-15 - the old devil called 'heavy skepticism'
2010-08-08 - 3 in 3 ent 24
2010-08-08 - post-euphoria
2010-07-29 - having a 'live and loud' night with hoobastank: a long, thank you letter from a fan
2010-07-26 - 3 in 3 ent 23
2010-07-26 - something to make me smile :)
2010-07-23 - 3 in 3 ent 22
2010-07-23 - a small tribute to the overlooked and defeated
2010-07-17 - creepy thoughts
2010-07-03 - 3 in 3 ent 21
2010-06-28 - the last phone call
2010-06-21 - 3 in 3 ent 20
2010-06-19 - the ordinary week
2010-06-15 - perfectly...scrutinized :(
2010-06-13 - 3 in 3 ent.19
2010-06-13 - what I've become
2010-06-08 - 3 in 3 ent.18
2010-06-07 - catching up
2010-05-21 - 3 in 3 ent 17
2010-05-21 - carpe diem
2010-05-20 - please.leave.me.alone!
2010-05-18 - stories about arrogance and ignorance
2010-05-14 - Josh Groban, the fighting scene, and the scar
2010-05-11 - the question
2010-05-09 - a writer's block/break?
2010-05-09 - 3 in 3 ent 16
2010-05-09 - out of the blue
2010-05-01 - tales from the streets
2010-05-01 - 3 in 3 ent 15
2010-05-01 - the greatest fear :(
2010-04-24 - 3 in 3 ent 14
2010-04-24 - the lost calmness in the storm
2010-04-19 - 3 in 3 ent 13
2010-04-18 - reality soap 2
2010-04-16 - reality soap
2010-04-06 - 3 in 3 ent.12
2010-04-05 - farewell, Red...
2010-04-03 - autpilot (part 2?:P)
2010-3-30 - lovelorn
2010-3-29 - 3 in 3 ent.11
2010-3-28 - autopilot
2010-04-08 - 3 in 3 ent.10
2010-3-21 - trust is frail...
2010-3-17 - 3 in 3 ent.9
2010-3-17 - cold (but still) well enough alone
2010-3-17 - squash.squashed(?)
2010-3-6 - the exhausted mind
2010-2-28 - sour times
2010-2-27 - snappy replies for corny, pick-up lines :P
2010-2-25 - 3 in 3 ent.8
2010-02-24 - cae - a proposal writing
2010-02-24 - cae - the altered informal letter
2010-02-24 - cae - informal letter/e-mail writing (fixed)
2010-02-17 - cae - informal letter/e-mail writing
2010-2-17 - 3 in 3 ent.7
2010-2-14 - catching up
2010-2-14 - 3 in 3 ent.6
2010 - 2 - 10 - 3 in 3 ent.5
2010-2-1 - 3 in 3 ent.4
2010-1-27 - cae - who am I? (250 words)
2010-1-25 - so many things, so little time...
2010-01-20 - enjoying the (emotional) flatness :P
2010 - 1 - 18 - (my) ordinary world
2010-1-15 - 3 in 3, ent.3
2010-1-10 - to my so-called friend's unmanly guy
2010-01-07 - 3 in 3 ent.2
2010-01-07 - worse than (cold) solitude
2010-01-02 - 3 in 3
2010-01-02 - the (unwanted) changes
2009-12-30 - sick!
2009-12-27 - a change of plans (short story)
2009-12-26 - a love cynic's 'twisted agenda'???*sneers*
2009-12-25 - the broke holiday :P
2009-12-24 - left in subconsciousness
2009-11-07 - out of the blue
2009-12-20 - hyped!
2009-12-14 - cold in the warmth of the world
2009-11-07 - the criticized vs. the critics
2009-11-07 - fatal mistake and wonder
2009-11-30 - mornings with Ganesh
2009-11-04 - interesting...
2009-11-03 - a text from Mom
2009-11-03 - these are the days...
2009-11-17 - a letter to mom
2009-11-03 - overheated...:(
2009-11-03 - case closed
2009-10-30 - bending the law??
2009-10-29 - plotting...
2009-10-27 - love songs from an obsessed stalker's / psychopath's perspective
2009-10-25 - all-too familiar...
2009-10-23 - my (delayed) entry :P
2009-10-20 - this necessary silent
2009-10-20 - the break
2009-10-18 - will (the real) you please stand up?
2009-10-15 - a-z songs for my current mood
2009-10-15 - slowing down...
2009-10-13 - hole-hearted...
2009-10-12 - tuning you out...:P
2009-10-12 - the quiet girl once again
2009-10-07 - something fishy
2009-10-06 - stay busy
2009-10-05 - how to say goodbye
2009-10-02 - what to do with this worry?
2009-09-30 - my isolated castle, my fortress of solitude
2009-09-27 - quantity vs. quality sleep
2009-09-26 - my own twisted version of 'order and chaos'
2009-09-24 - going where the wind blows...
2009-09-23 - Grandpa (1928 - 2009)
2009-09-22 - "someday" by. ke (1995)
2009-09-21 - playing tough
2009-09-20 - a special greeting for the (most) forgiving soul I know
2009-09-19 - overlooked...
2009-09-18 - the altered sight
2009-09-13 - a bit messed up
2009-09-12 - tough love???
2009-09-08 - the white-coated man and the return of the old cynic
2009-09-06 - and the earth shook...
2009-09-02 - random strangers: secret admirers/stalkers?!
2009-08-31 - the weekend
2009-08-29 - insomnia
2009-08-24 - My story...
2009-08-24 - the last entry...for now...
2009-08-20 - busy :P
2009-08-18 - diversions
2009-08-17 - java rockingland 2009
2009-08-14 - this fatal silence
2009-08-13 - sunrise
2009-08-12 - don't worry
2009-08-07 - the killer meal
2009-08-05 - by the skating rink
2009-08-03 - stagnated?
2009-08-02 - a silent conversation with dad
2009-07-29 - dealing with gloominess
2009-07-28 - (my) order and chaos
2009-07-27 - I hate this
2009-07-26 - a fairweather companion in seasons of solitude
2009-07-22 - one of these days
2009-07-20 - why?:'-(
2009-07-20 - the late entries
2009-07-14 - dysmorphia (you're not my mirror!)
2009-07-12 - the ghost girl
2009-07-08 - deadly apathy
2009-09-02 - silent wishes
2009-06-30 - surreal atmosphere
2009-06-24 - perfect?
2009-06-23 - happy birthday, Red!
2009-06-22 - happy birthday, Jakarta!
2009-06-19 - working days
2009-06-16 - thoughts of one quiet night
2009-06-15 - death of a fairy
2009-06-14 - singing for the weekend
2009-06-14 - parade in the rain?
2009-06-08 - where do we go from here?
2009-06-06 - the stinging headache
2009-06-05 - the oblivious fool. the gullible child. the last to know.
2009-06-02 - awake/asleep?
2009-06-02 - sensitive(ity) case
2009-05-29 - hell hath no fury...
2009-05-23 - moody me...:(
2009-05-22 - 25 (obvious) signs you're a caffeine-addict
2009-05-16 - 20 questions (and more)...
2009-05-12 - well...???
2009-05-11 - a "chick-flick" moment :P
2009-05-07 - kiss the rain...
2009-05-05 - waiting for the summer son
2009-05-01 - the scariest nightmare
2009-04-28 - red alert!
2009-04-26 - one week...
2009-04-19 - silent anger (once again)...
2009-04-12 - a trip to Bogor and a ghost in my room
2009-04-11 - a note from 4203 and Dunkin Donuts
2009-04-06 - the okay weekend
2009-04-03 - leave.me.alone!!!
2009-04-01 - missing...
2009-03-30 - short-lived...:(
2009-03-29 - eight days...
2009-03-20 - before another exam...
2009-03-19 - the (creepiest) dental experience
2009-03-15 - the devil within
2009-03-14 - after the exam
2009-03-13 - the anxiety
2009-03-11 - the toothache, work, and the final exam!
2009-03-10 - questions of faith
2009-03-06 - just another hectic week...
2009-03-02 - after the (exhausting) weekend
2009-02-25 - the (most) incoherent poem?:P
2009-02-24 - the message
2009-02-23 - a haunting conversation :(
2009-02-19 - can't sleep. can't forget.:(
2009-02-16 - where is love???
2009-02-09 - another (political) lie and more???
2009-02-07 - the strangest mood?
2009-02-04 - not a good samaritan...:(
2009-02-01 - the rambling of the heartbroken :(
2009-01-31 - a single scoop for my headache(???)
2009-01-28 - 25 random things:
2009-01-26 - the fce assignment: formal letter writing - request
2009-01-24 - hail to the weekend!:D
2009-01-20 - the fce assignment: informal letter writing
2009-01-17 - the dawning realization
2009-01-10 - Pumpkin (1982 - 2009)
2009-01-07 - the misunderstood 'ms.independent'
2009-01-05 - mentally buzzed
2009-01-04 - so...mellow...aaargh!:x
2009-01-03 - the @mostfear and "Bedtime Stories"
2008-12-29 - the unexpected remark
2008-12-28 - missing you...:'-(
2008-12-27 - the boiling point
2008-12-25 - a lost idealist in reality...
2004-05-06 - simply pondering
2008-12-22 - two weddings and a(n Indonesian) mother's day
2008-12-19 - honesty, anyway
2008-12-18 - the dark age???:P
2008-12-17 - the fce assignment - speech practice
2008-12-16 - strange, cosmical revelations???:P
2008-12-14 - before my head explodes...:P
2008-12-12 - dizzying thoughts...
2008-12-10 - the (female) workers' late-night blues
2008-12-09 - the lists:
2008-12-04 - a stupid, melodramatic state...:(
2008-12-01 - the big-mouthed assholes vs. one angry bitch
2008-11-28 - wonder...
2008-11-26 - stupid.shallow.screwed???
2008-11-25 - creatively...stagnated???
2008-11-24 - black dreams - soon to reality???
2008-11-19 - mental exhaustion
2008-11-18 - hey, I'm back! :P
2008-11-09 - the rain
2008-11-08 - drowning...:P
2008-11-07 - the moral police: a new, "potential" career in this country???
2008-11-05 - 27-year-old me
2008-11-03 - misnitrepreted, misunderstood...
2008-11-02 - scorned...
2008-10-31 - the rise of hypocricy
2008-10-30 - death to "Bhinneka Tunggal Ika"???
2008-10-29 - cause and result...:P
2008-10-27 - so sick...
2008-10-22 - the short term break
2008-10-18 - these (hectic) days...:P
2008-10-12 - dizziness and spices...:|
2008-10-09 - why I need the Fulbright's FLTA (Foreign Language Teaching Assistant) Scholarship Program
2008-10-06 - the last day of holiday...
2005-04-12 - hole-hearted...
2008-09-28 - an old nightmare revisited
2008-09-27 - saturday night blues...:(
2008-09-25 - the dream
2008-09-24 - the creeping terror???:(
2008-09-23 - to the idiots in Senayan!!!:x
2008-09-20 - the recap
2008-09-17 - the job vs. the real passion
2008-09-16 - bla-bla-bla of the day...:P
2008-09-15 - an urge to escape...
2008-09-13 - the fce assignment
2008-09-08 - sunny Sunday, where are you?:(
2008-09-07 - the weekend...
2008-09-05 - eager to greet weekend...:)
2008-09-03 - blessed...:)
2008-09-02 - thoughts of a foggy-sighted girl...
2008-09-01 - a lonely walk - an enjoyable solitude
2008-08-29 - dear God...
2008-08-12 - he says, she says...:P
2008-08-11 - after the sunny June...
2008-08-09 - 13 days in sunny June 14
2008-08-08 - 13 days in sunny June 13
2008-08-07 - 13 days in sunny June 12
2008-08-06 - 13 days in sunny June 11
2008-08-04 - 13 days in sunny June 10
2008-07-25 - 13 days in sunny June 9
2008-07-20 - 13 days in sunny June 8
2008-07-14 - 13 days in sunny June 7
2008-07-09 - 13 days in sunny June 6
2008-07-02 - 13 days in sunny June 5
2008-06-26 - 13 days in sunny June 4
2008-06-20 - 13 days in sunny June 3
2008-06-18 - 13 days in sunny June 2
2008-06-16 - 13 days in sunny June
2008-06-01 - things to do:
2008-05-31 - the long entry
2008-05-27 - bla-bla-bla...:P
2008-05-26 - big huffs...
2008-05-24 - a mental exhaustion's result:
2008-05-22 - better luck next time...
2008-05-21 - emotionally...flat...:|
2008-05-20 - the (so-called) national awakening
2008-05-17 - a crazy week...:P
2008-05-13 - drained...:(
2008-05-10 - (temporary) doubts (?)
2006-02-11 - worry...:(
2006-02-10 - a few things ahead...
2008-05-04 - changes...
2008-04-17 - the last entry by irrational me (for now) :P
2008-04-16 - crazy traffic: a curse or a blessing in disguise?
2008-04-15 - the interview result :)
2008-04-14 - the sunburn and a french movie
2008-04-12 - in a sanctuary :P
2008-04-11 - the longest days
2008-04-09 - the rare innocence
2008-04-07 - a sunny Sunday for four girls :)
2008-04-05 - a heated Saturday and...another stalker???:|
2005-02-02 - these hard times
2008-04-03 - freelance writing blues
2008-04-01 - no pranks for fools today
2008-03-29 - survey vs. reality
2008-03-28 - just another ordinary day
2008-03-27 - Sunday, hellish Sunday
2008-03-26 - why I still refuse to set foot in Tangerang
2005-03-16 - the (non) queuing habit
2008-03-14 - my rollercoaster ride in life
2008-03-09 - a night of jazz experience
2005-12-08 - silence
2008-03-02 - the bravest with fears
2008-02-28 - a little hope...
2008-02-24 - me vs.the annoying stalker
2008-02-20 - all I want is everything :P
2008-02-16 - wasted...
2008-02-15 - a state of obvious unhappiness
2008-02-14 - for most 25+ year-old, single girls:
2008-02-12 - how to deal with your most annoying secret admirers (alias stalkers):
2008-02-03 - despair and numbness
2008-02-02 - flawless = white , white = flawless???
2008-01-30 - battling the block
2005-11-02 - the long entry
2008-01-24 - our solitary moments
2008-01-16 - the silent chaos
2008-01-15 - popularity: famous or notorious?
2008-01-13 - Sunday blues
2008-01-12 - the waiting
2008-01-08 - the idea of a happy life
2008-01-06 - the hope
2008-01-01 - resolutions required?
2005-10-02 - surprises and a shocking tragedy
2007-12-24 - crash and burn
2007-12-23 - my december
2007-12-10 - snapshot (a short story)
2007-11-27 - quietly choking...:'-(
2007-11-26 - chasing dreams with "The Rainbow Soldiers" :D
2007-11-24 - freaky feelings...:(
2007-11-22 - things that ( can still) make me feel happy :P
2007-11-21 - Nick, Tiger, and the strawberry juice...:P
2007-11-20 - shukriya*, Tiger...:'-)
2007-11-19 - a quick weekend...
2007-11-16 - the elevator incident :P
2007-11-15 - temporary insanity
2007-11-14 - these days...:(
2007-11-12 - a movie on Sunday :)
2007-11-10 - the rainy Saturday and the lovely phonecall ;)
2007-11-09 - the fever pitch
2007-11-03 - so hollow...
2007-11-02 - blessings for Tiger and me :D
2007-11-02 - Grandpa's surprise gift :'-)
2007-10-30 - Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, and today...:P
2007-10-27 - the gloomy Saturday night :|
2007-10-26 - the exciting announcement :D
2007-10-24 - the un-happy birthday :(
2007-10-22 - back to work...:P
2007-10-21 - all yesterday...
2007-10-19 - about Grandpa...:(*blushes*
2007-10-18 - the last day (well, maybe...:P)
2007-10-16 - a silent prayer for Tiger and me :)
2007-10-15 - Eid days
2007-10-10 - fasting again...;D
2007-10-09 - the last day...
2007-10-08 - five things to be happy for:
2007-10-07 - my top three, most frequent nightmares:
2007-10-06 - the same old, familiar nightmare; my sister's reunion; and my stupid, left-side of back pain!:x
2007-10-04 - a three-minute phone conversation :P
2007-10-03 - a crazily-hectic Tuesday :|
2007-10-01 - the love ballad and me :P
2007-09-29 - still breathing...:P
2007-09-24 - free speech = free insult???
2005-06-29 - the lads and me
2007-09-23 - a tiring Saturday night
2007-09-22 - a surprising (text) message :D
2007-09-20 - busy...:P
2007-09-20 - feeling good :D
2007-09-18 - slimmer with bigger teeth?:(
2007-09-17 - love, life, and my writing :P
2007-09-15 - when solitude softly speaks...:(
2007-09-14 - a morning visit to Senayan...:)
2007-09-12 - alright...*
2007-09-12 - before the fasting month...
2007-09-11 - hectic...
2007-09-03 - the weekend stories
2007-08-31 - the trouble with the bullies
2007-08-29 - a sleepy girl's randomness
2007-08-29 - primadonna complex (poem)
2007-08-28 - literally powerless...:(
2007-08-27 - the broken romeos and me :(
2007-08-26 - Saturday night
2007-08-23 - a sleepy girl's little hopes
2007-08-22 - out of the blue...:D
2007-08-21 - a sunny Sunday and a Monday pool night
2007-08-18 - the long weekend
2007-08-16 - two days in an entry...
2007-08-14 - in the cargo elevator...:P
2007-08-13 - *yawns*
2007-08-12 - oh, buggers!
2007-08-04 - chilling alone on Saturday...:P
2007-08-03 - Kristie's farewell party
2007-07-23 - shame on me...*blushes*
2007-07-21 - confidence, insecurity, sadness, and a state of obvious bitterness...
2007-07-16 - a sunny Sunday and Seth's 18th birthday bash!:D
2007-07-13 - jobs, cash, and reality
2007-07-12 - my escapade?
2007-07-11 - back in business, (but) personally broke...:|
2007-07-05 - my spinning head...:(
2007-07-04 - a sense of mental fatigue...
2007-07-03 - a sunny Sunday and a Monday night at Blitz
2007-07-01 - I don't get it!:x
2007-06-25 - whatever *rolls eyes*
2007-06-24 - a night on heels...:P
2007-06-23 - things to do:
2007-06-21 - tired and sarcastic...:P
2007-06-19 - broke...:(
2007-06-13 - hell, yeah!:x
2007-06-12 - from Sunday to Monday
2007-06-07 - with the haze in my eyes...*yawns*
2007-06-06 - a sunny Sunday, a Monday pool night, and...Kristin's last day in Jakarta...:'-(
2007-05-30 - after the non-productive day...
2007-05-27 - to face the truth...
2007-05-22 - *deep sigh*
2007-05-03 - should I stay?:'-(
2007-05-02 - emotionally...flat :P
2007-05-01 - Sunday to Monday
2007-04-24 - a dinner and a pool experience :P
2007-04-22 - into the unknown
2007-04-19 - for the (broken and twisted) Cinderella
2007-04-17 - a sunny Sunday and a forsaken Monday
2007-04-12 - thoughts of a sleepy girl...:|
2007-04-11 - a (twisted) Cinderella's tale...:P
2007-04-08 - a Saturday dinner :)
2007-04-04 - wouldn't it be good?
2007-04-03 - a sunny Sunday and a movie on Monday
2007-03-31 - waiting for tomorrow...:D
2007-03-30 - let you know...
2007-03-28 - an entry for online bullies :P
2007-03-27 - under the influence of influenza...:P
2007-03-25 - Mom...Dad, do you love me as much?
2007-03-20 - the walls of ice around my heart
2007-03-19 - a sunny Sunday (with extra drops of rain!:P)
2007-03-17 - my boredom killers
2005-01-07 - my life, my rules...so back off!:x
2007-03-07 - the question of safety
2007-03-06 - drama. friendship. love. heartache.:|
2007-03-05 - the bus rides and a sunny Sunday!:D
2007-03-03 - the weekend of activities :)
2007-02-28 - thoughts on a hectic day
2007-02-25 - the Sunday rant
2007-02-23 - a friday night...without Muse...:'-(
2007-02-15 - an (unsent) letter for Mom
2007-02-14 - the habit(short story)
2007-02-11 - in solitude...
2007-02-10 - my life --- as in The Twilight Zone
2007-02-10 - the five-year-cycle and my own, personal twilight zone
2007-02-01 - the weird dream
2007-01-30 - another ordinary day
2007-01-29 - out of place...:-S
2007-01-28 - a Saturday night with Hoobastank!:D
2007-01-24 - five minutes of tears and a sigh of relief...
2007-01-05 - the darkest side of me...
2007-01-04 - the long road trip to a funeral in West Java...
2007-01-02 - the salary, the ticket, and..well...*shrugs*
2007-01-01 - the short, realistic resolutions...:P
2006-12-31 - my last entry of the year...
2006-12-26 - a long weekend in Bandung...:)
2006-12-21 - these silent, angry days...
2006-12-15 - waiting for Hoobastank...:)
2006-12-14 - missing you...:(
2006-12-13 - checking my calendar...
2006-12-12 - another disappointment of the year...:(
2006-12-04 - work, write, work, write...:P
2006-12-03 - last saturday night
2006-12-02 - the horrible news and my temporary escapade
2006-11-30 - the darkest rage
2006-11-29 - all in a day...
2006-11-24 - thoughts of a sleepy girl...:P
2006-11-23 - saving money...:|
2006-11-20 - writings and a (hopefully) future reunion...:)
2006-11-15 - taking a break...:)
2006-11-14 - *sighs*
2006-11-13 - Monday morning
2006-11-12 - the boring Sunday :P
2006-11-11 - another Saturday blues...:|
2006-11-09 - love.heartaches.tragedies.hopes.:|
2006-11-08 - the emotional outlets...:'-(
2006-11-07 - in the darkness...alone...:(
2006-11-06 - sneaking out for a free, spare time :P
2006-11-03 - the wishes...:|
2006-11-03 - the old friend
2006-11-01 - under the influence of...influenza!:P
2006-10-30 - after The Eid...
2006-10-27 - sold (poem)
2006-10-20 - the last entry before Eid...
2006-10-17 - the unspoken affection
2006-10-16 - kiss and tell (his living hell) :|
2006-10-15 - thoughts on Sunday...
2006-10-14 - him.her.me.:|
2006-10-13 - lost in my own ironic situation :|
2006-10-12 - just like old times...
2006-10-11 - old feelings and good news
2006-10-10 - same old heartaches...:'-(
2006-10-08 - heavily clouded visions...:(
2006-10-06 - brotherly love, sweet memories, and real life
2006-10-05 - with care
2006-10-04 - an excuse to aggravate : x
2006-10-03 - bla-bla-bla...bleh!:|
2006-10-01 - songwriting is tough!:P
2006-09-30 - envy.jealousy.insecurity.:(
2006-09-29 - dangerously crazy thoughts of the day
2006-09-26 - something about Ki
2006-09-25 - watch.wonder.remember.silence.
2006-09-24 - write.work.wait.worry.wish.:|
2006-09-14 - see you later...:)
2006-09-13 - real, quality pondering time :P
2006-09-12 - ramblings of a jaded soul...:|
2006-09-11 - quiet thoughts of the day...:|
2006-09-10 - ?questions?
2006-09-09 - purely emotional...:(
2006-09-08 - peaceful & boring...:P
2006-09-06 - of a joy and a disappointment...
2006-09-05 - on my short break and a wedding...
2006-08-31 - no bravery in me...:'-(
2006-08-30 - nightmares are on-screen, but real life's scarier...
2006-08-29 - my morning glory? where is it??:(
2006-08-28 - my silly profile for your online dating services!:P
2006-08-27 - living with the unknown...
2006-08-26 - love isn't...:(
2006-08-25 - kid in me...:P
2006-08-24 - killing time...:P
2006-08-23 - just a review...
2006-08-16 - just a day in my town...:P
2006-08-14 - is this my OCD?:P
2006-08-12 - I'll return soon...:)
2006-08-11 - hard to begin another writing...:(
2006-08-10 - heaving a sigh...
2006-08-09 - good and bad news...
2006-08-08 - great...*rolls eyes*
2006-08-07 - from the wedding...
2006-08-05 - for my f.f.s. (future, freedom, and safety)
2006-08-04 - everyday is a fight
2006-08-03 - ever feeling this fragile?
2006-08-02 - dazed and confused
2006-07-31 - desperate for freedom and safety :(
2006-07-30 - cry for help...:'-(
2006-07-29 - cash-alert!
2006-07-28 - big responsibilities...
2006-07-27 - bad thoughts??
2006-07-26 - a cat in the bag...
2006-07-21 - a daily threat and more...
2006-07-20 - yester-days
2006-07-14 - will I ever succeed?
2006-07-13 - visions from the past...
2006-07-12 - under a mixture of emotions...
2006-07-11 - through last night...
2006-07-10 - saving me, myself, my family, money, and my sanity...
2006-07-09 - real world
2006-07-08 - queen of wishful thinking...
2006-07-07 - painfully obvious...
2006-07-06 - on your own
2006-07-05 - no title fits this entry :P
2006-07-04 - my meme:
2006-07-03 - lazy and unwell...:(
2006-07-02 - keeping my sanity
2006-07-01 - just jaded :(
2006-06-30 - I'm back.:)
2006-06-23 - hatred and pain
2006-06-22 - God, help us please...:'-(
2006-06-21 - fighting for freedom :'-(
2006-06-20 - emotionless
2006-06-19 - dreams vs.reality
2006-06-18 - caged (a flash fiction)...
2001-06-17 - blue...
2006-06-16 - an angry letter<