2017-09-05 - 2:39 p.m.
I can never really get rid of you, can I? No matter what I do or how I should often lie while trying hard not to cry You've always been there You still are Sometimes I'm scared because you're never really that far always ready to leave another scar Sometimes you're the mentor a challenge to keep me going Other times, you're just the terror like Dementor pushing me down to go sinking drowning, until there's no more chance for me to surface and win Why are you doing this to me again? Telling me I'm not good enough and that I'm such a pain kidding myself that I'm always tough only to please every one that I love You make me want to break the mirror after our every unpleasant conversation For too damn long, you've been my horror that I have no heart to tell them a part of me might have always been a monster Now you look like one and don't ask me to embrace your feelings Please, just be gone Leave me alone Your smile is still condescending every time you speak before we part: "Fine, but we'll still see each other again. Meanwhile, keep pretending." #BreakTheStigma R. (Jakarta, 27/7/2017 - 7:15 am)
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