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2018-10-21 - 9:40 p.m.

Some dreams are damn expensive. They become more costly once somebody sabotages them. They do something awful and – sadly – you’re much too nice to back away anytime soon.

They can say anything they like about you. You’ve been kind enough to keep quiet while they keep on babbling about you around.

How ungrateful. Well, some people are indeed psychotic enough to do that. It doesn’t matter that you’ve left them alone ages ago and kept a clear distance ever since. They should’ve taken the hint. Why do people love so much drama that they are willing to seek attention that way?

It was a grave mistake, but still a lesson learned. Sometimes you have to let one bridge burn, because – honestly – you’re better off without them. They’ve ruined your dreams and plans, although thankfully not all.

Never give up on your dreams, no matter how fed up you are right now. It’s normal to be fed up. You feel like no matter what you do, you are still losing. The bad guys are winning and you hate it.

Heartbreakers always find new people to play around, but why do you always end up all alone – again and again? It’s not fair, is it? Why do they seem to win more attention?

That’s because they’re incapable of real love. In fact, they only know how and want to love themselves, which is actually pathetic. No matter how many people they attract in the beginning, it’s all the same in the end.

They’ll always feel alone. They may deny it to the world, but their subconsciousness will always be an annoying reminder. They can have the whole world’s attention and feel that it’s not (good) enough.

Drama, drama, drama.

All you need is just the right people – even a few – who really love you for you. They matter a whole lot more than those who only love you when it’s convenient for them.
Never give up, no matter how fed up. No matter how many people try to bring you down/crush your dreams/ break your heart and spirit/deny your rights.

Because you matter.

R.

 

 

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