2015-07-13 - 10:23 a.m.
I've been away too long I've done too many things wrong Where do I begin? How will my story end? How did it all come to this? I've been blinded by the worldly bliss I've been led astray I hope I'm not worsening by the day Do I still deserve another chance, or will this become my final stance? I am slowly being consumed by creeping fear, 'though I rarely show my tears? This is supposed to be my time for repentance, yet I keep letting myself be occupied by distractions God, will you ever forgive me, even though I can never be holy? For way too long, I've wasted my precious time a whole lot more than spending my dime Will you grant me another Ramadan? Please, don't tell me that I am done My same old weaknesses are inexcusable and I'm tired of causing my own troubles Don't tell me my chances are over or I might never become better than before Please forgive me, The Almighty of This Universe Don't let me die under Your Curse I'm just a speck of many on this horizon, but please, don't let me be gone I am as forever helpless as You Always See, hanging on to Your Forgiveness and Mercy... R. (Jakarta, 11/7/2015 - 3:35 pm)
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