2019-01-20 - 12:15 p.m.
You’ll probably see me an offbeat character at this party a plain, simple girl-next-door wondering what she could possibly offer What? Who?? No, no way I’m wondering if you do see me like I see you too the one who’s not really into this crowd a phone in your hand, so distracted I love how we talk ‘cause I’d love to interact Perhaps we both stand out slightly detached from this current crowd Still, I’m not her I’m not insecure nor a slut-shamer I’m just not into being flirtatious not even to guys like you She can do what she likes with you Nobody owns anybody I’m as realistic as can be I still smile politely as she clings to you like you’re her boy Maybe you are No worries, I may never get that far Soon this party is over The night’s getting darker We’ve exchanged numbers but I ain’t calling you first I just don’t hope for too much I know where I stand I’m just enjoying this moment some rare, genuine, friendly gestures from a handsome man Maybe we’ll see each other again Maybe we won’t It’s just a temporary illusion for me to enjoy, before it’s completely gone... R.
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