2013-08-06 - 12:29 p.m.
I�ve dreamed about you a lot recently.
You were talking and walking again
like the way you used to be.
Is it only me,
or are you trying to say something?
You�ve lost the ability,
and prison is the form of your now harsh reality.
I didn�t want to wake up all too soon,
knowing I�d cry again.
When will God ever spare you the pain?
They all say those dreams could mean anything,
yet now I�m too afraid to think:
Strange dreams,
don�t confuse me.
I�m already perplexed by reality.
Are you predictions of the future that be,
or a warning sign of what I might not like to see?
Either way,
I�ll still have to face every possibility...
(R. Jakarta, 4/8/2013 � 12:00 pm)
