2013-05-11 - 7:41 p.m.
Like Sysyphus trying to complete the never-ending task;
constantly pressured by the gods' wrath.
There's no break from you.
Do what you've got to do.
Who cares if you're black and blue?
No one's really got your back.
Another domino-effect will only show them what you lack.
It doesn't matter if they keep screwing up.
You're the cleaning lady, the unwilling sub.
You're the responsible and reliable for the job.
No wonder their demands never stop.
What's next?
Why do they keep thinking you haven't done your best?
You deserve even the most temporary rest.
You fear that your patience may not last.
For now,
let cold be the temperature of your restless soul.
You deserve to achieve your own personal goals.
It doesn't matter that they don't really care.
Keep working on your way out of this.
Hopefully soon, you will get there.
R.
(Jakarta, 10/5/2013 - 11:00 am)
