2012-11-21 - 6:52 p.m.
I have seen you through his eyes; how your passion was once undisguised, how he once had barely realized that he'd left your love, gone cold as ice. I have seen you through his mind; burning regrets so unkind, silently wondering if you'll always be fine, despite no spoken words to fill each empty line. I have seen you through the cracks of his (once?) broken heart. Oh, how I wish it were not so hard. Have you been too badly scarred? Are you two meant to be forever apart? I have seen you quite enough. Now I need to close my eyes. Why do I still sense this unspoken love? Has the path been too shattered by too many lies? I have seen you. Now what can I do? Perhaps not so much. There are subjects I mustn't touch. It is not my place to tell you he still loves you. No matter how true, that's something he himself has to do. Either way, I am glad that I've seen you. You seemed so happy. I hope you know that's all I ever want you to be, and so does he. (Jakarta, 9/11/2012 - 3:20 am) R.
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