2011-12-15 - 9:43 pm
I am tired.*yawns* I can't believe that I am saying this, but I am. I've been working there for five days and now I feel drained. Energetically drained.:(
What's wrong with me? How's that possible?
Maybe it's the location issue. The traffic too. I know it's far away from home and I still haven't found a new, much closer place to work to live yet. I'm still searching, calculating, and surveying. It's always important to make careful plans and decisions.
Am I still in a transition? Is this only a period of adjusment?
Or, should I just take it easy and not to worry so much about everything like I normally do?
*deep sigh*
Alright, alright.:| I'm calming down now.
T's still having a holiday in Australia with his family and friends now. I saw a picture of him with his lovely nephew and couldn't help smiling at that.:) They look so gorgeous and happy together.
I miss my old friends back at the old workplace. I even dreamed some of them once, where we hung out and had some good laughs. (Just like the good, old days.)
*sighs*
Alright, I admit it.:( I am feeling kind of...lonely. Back then, I could simply be myself completely and just relax. Here, I have to start all over. I have to watch my steps as well as my mouth.
I hope things are going well for me, because I also like this job and this place. Like I've already said: a period of adjustment.
The Author/QB
