2011-02-13 - 8:08 p.m.
Sometimes it doesn't take a lot to cheer this girl up on a regular Saturday night. She can spend her time with a bunch of party people who know how to have fun, but don't know her very well. Rock concerts don't come every week (although she'd love to have them more - even better for free!*big evil grin*)
She doesn't need any superficial, Hollywood version of a prince charming standing by her door. (If he can't treat her right, then what for?) People from where she lives may not always understand her, but that's okay. Who says they have to? Trying too hard can only exhaust you.
She just needs to have more faith in everything and everyone good in her life. She needs a lot of second chances too, because she can't be better overnight. She knows that not everyone is either strong, brave, or patient enough to give her all of them. At least, she still and always has God, doesn't she? God never leaves her, even when she feels completely alone. He hears her every prayer, even in a sound-proof chamber. (No, there's no such thing in her family's house. She's just making that up!:P But she's sure you get the point.)
Sometimes she wonders how come God is still patient enough with this sometimes-ungrateful brat. Will she always be this lucky? She hopes so. She knows that not everyday she can get this rare miracle. It's best that she won't take things for granted anymore. It's not easy, but that doesn't mean it's impossible. Why not?
Will you pray for her to help her to avoid the same disasters - or even worse - from happening again? I hope that's not too much to ask. Thank you.:)
Just like all normal people in the world, she still wants to believe in happy endings. It shouldn't be just the last page in a book or a final scene in a movie before the credit title shows on the big screen, should it?
God's answered one of her prayers lately. She's got her friend back.:) For now, that's the only happy ending she needs. Love can always come later. There will always be the next installments.
The Author/SBF/QB
