2009-07-27 - 8:12 a.m.
I hate this.
I hate it that you were right.
I thought I could always fight
and have nothing to lose and miss.
But anyway,
you said this would be temporary.
Soon, all of this will go away.
When?
It depends.
The control is still in my hand.
I miss the old me.
I miss standing tall, believing I was unbreakable.
Can I go back to that moment,
when solitude wasn't a torment?
You were right.
This loneliness sometimes gets unbearable,
even when you're with other people.
Strange but true,
these days have once again made me realize,
that I've always been missing you.
I'm sorry.
I just hate this...
The Author
