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2007-03-20 - 8:12 p.m. Last night, I listened to "Speak-Out" at seven on 104.2 MS 3 FM --- as usual.:) I got to be The First Caller again.*giggles* I even still teased Patrick about the so-called tea-leaf he'd gotten from Puncak.:P "How are you?:) (Man, I've been missing you.:P)" *deep sigh* How come he could always sense that?:| We weren't using a voice-chat and a web-cam. Amazing. 1.Dad doesn't care about us anymore. He practically lives in his own little world now.:( 2.Mom loves The Bratty Couple more (yup, The Princess Brat and her smartass boyfriend Gatot).*rolls eyes* 3.The Princess Brat just received extra payment from her event organizer "Snowballs" last weekend, but she seems to forget that she still owes me a lot of money.:| However, I also feel that it's already too fucking useless for me to remind her that right off, because --- as usual --- Mom will always defend and protect her precious, darling baby girl, by telling me that she'll repay me instead and asking me to be patient. (Oh, sure thing, Mom.*rolls eyes* As always. Just assume that I don't have much needs like she always does, okay?) 4.A couple of weeks ago, I'd exploded with rage and just...cried.:'-( That's what usually happens after I keep something way too much within.*sighs* I know, it's not healthy for me. (But what can you do when you realise that you're practically on your own, because the real world just has no more room for your stupid complaints?) I called my Uncle Iwan in Surabaya for at least...some mental and moral support. (He's Dad's lifetime best friend since childhood, and already more like my second Dad.:) In fact, I'm more open with him than my own Dad.:| I know it's strange to hear.) *scoffs* What?:( I thought that --- of all people in the world these days --- at least he'd get to see my side of story and understand, even just a bit. Well, I guess I was just dead wrong. He thinks I haven't been understanding enough with Mom's motives. That's already pretty damn obvious. Ha! He thinks I'm just tad jealous and insecure (with The Princess Brat?*snorts* Please. Just give me a Goddamned break!:x) "No, I'm not sad.:) I'm just worrying about you, as always." I'm so sorry, Tiger.:'-(... The Owner of A Mysteriously Isolated Castle
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